Page 86 of Tied in Knots
“Oh, I’m telling him. It’s your punishment, kitty. He will get a massive crack out of it, so don’t worry.”
“God,” I groan, throwing my head back.
He grasps my chin and tilts my head forward. “Forgiven.”
“Thank you.”
He kisses me lightly and then lets me go.
“About the reason you left. We need to have a conversation about that.”
“I know. The birth control. Look, I do want kids, just not quite yet. Maybe in a year? I hope that’s not too long for all of you?” I sit chewing my lip nervously. I’ve thought about this long and hard. They need a timeline. That’s fair and a year isn’t that long. I’m sure we will be well settled and happy to start breeding by then.
“The thing is, baby girl, I want to impregnate you now so badly, it makes my dick ache,” Sebastian says, his voice, dark and sexy. He almost makes it sound like it turns him on. “Knowing that you didn’t get pregnant during your heat, makes me really sad.”
“Oh,” I mutter. “I’m sorry?” I don’t know why I’m apologising.
He shakes his head. “There is nothing we can do about it now, but I’m going to need you to bend on that timeline.”
“Uhm.”
“I want my baby inside you, Faith. I want to plant my seed and watch it grow. I want to watch your belly blossom with our child. I want to run my hands over the bump. I want to kiss it and make love to you when you are about ready to drop. It’s not just a need, baby girl. It’s a desire. I want to breed with you, and I want it soon.”
“Wow,” I whisper. I didn’t know this was a thing. He is seriously turned on, going off the bulge in his pants. “I’ll think about it.”
“Think hard, kitty,” Ben says, his tone also sultry and sexy. “We all want what Sebastian does. We want our omega pregnant and popping out babies that we made with you.”
“Mmm-hmm.” I don’t know what else to say. I’m a bit overwhelmed. A baby here and there was my plan, he makes it sound like it’s going to be me up the duff for the next several years.
“We love you, Faith,” Harvey adds. “We want this more than anything.”
I notice that Xander hasn’t chimed in yet. He is watching this from over by the door, looking more than tetchy.
“What about you?” I ask him.
He looks startled to be included and straightens up. “You know my thoughts on that already.”
“Do they?”
He grimaces at me as the other three men turn to look at him.
I feel bad, but I’m glad the heat has been taken off me for a minute or two. It was getting seriously warm in here with all the talk of breeding.
“Xander?” Sebastian prompts when he doesn’t say anything.
“Look, do I want kids? I don’t know. How can I be a dad when I can’t even look after myself? This is not a conversation I want to have right now. Faith, we’ve already talked about this.”
He turns on his heel and storms out, slamming the door behind him in a very clear sign of stay the fuck away from me.
Three pairs of eyes swivel back to me.
“Dammit, Xander,” I mutter under my breath. “Hmm.”
“That’s about as non-committal as it gets, Faith,” Sebastian says.
“I can’t give you the answer you want right now. It’s all moot until my next heat anyway.”
“Well, we can agree on that. But by next quarter, I want you off those pills so I can mate with you properly. Am I making myself clear?”
