Page 16 of Someone to Watch Over Me
Mrs. Buttons warmed to the subject. “She seems to be one of the most considerate and gentle-spirited young women I have ever encountered. With all due respect, sir, I can scarcely believe that what you told me about her last evening is true.”
“It’s true,” Grant said curtly.
Could it be that Vivien’s memory loss had altered her character as well? Had she forgotten how to behave with her usual smug superiority…or was she merely playing some game with them all? Impatiently Grant handed the valise to Mrs. Buttons. “Have one of the maids put Miss Duvall’s clothes away.”
“Yes, Mr. Morgan.” The housekeeper set the valise on the floor and regarded him with calm brown eyes. “Sir, Mary offered her best night rail for Miss Duvall’s use, as we had nothing else to clothe her in.”
“Thank you. I consider any kindness done for Miss Duvall as a direct favor to me. Tell Mary to have a new gown and matching pelisse made for herself, and charge it to the household account. A nice gown—she needn’t skimp on the trimmings.”
Mrs. Buttons turned an approving smile on him. “You’re a kind master, if I may say so.”
He responded with a scowl. “I’m a reprobate, and we both know it.”
“Yes, sir,” the housekeeper replied demurely.
Grant headed for the stairs. Some unidentifiable feeling knotted and tightened inside him. Vivien Duvall playing the sweet damsel in distress…he wouldn’t tolerate it. In the space of a few minutes, he was going to expose her for the fraud she was. If she didn’t remember that she was an unprincipled whore, he would damn well remind her. He would reveal every cunning, shameless facet of her dissolute character, and let her ponderthatfor a while. Then let her try to play the innocent.
Reaching his bedroom, he opened the door without knocking, halfway expecting to find Vivien laughing privately about how she was deceiving everyone with her pretense of virtue. He entered the room…and stopped dead in his tracks. She was sitting in an armchair by the grate, her small bare feet drawn up and to the side, an open book in her lap. Golden shards of firelight played over her vulnerable face as she glanced up at him. She was dressed in a high-necked white nightgown that was a little too big for her, with a blue cashmere lap robe draped over her waist and thighs.
After setting the book on the floor, she pulled the lap robe up to her chest. The tension inside Grant rose to an excruciating pitch. She had the face of an angel, and the hair of the Devil’s handmaiden. The freshly washed locks flowed around her in a waist-length curtain, waves and curls of molten red that contained every shade from cinnamon to strawberry-gold. It was the kind of hair that nature usually bestowed on homely women to atone for their lack of physical beauty.
But Vivien had a face and form that belonged in a Renaissance painting, except that the reality of her was more delicate and fresh than any painted image could convey. Now that her eyes were no longer swollen, the pure blue intensity of her gaze shone full and direct on him. Her mouth, tender and rose-tinted, was a marvel of nature.
Something was wrong with his breathing. His lungs weren’t working properly, his heartbeat was too fast, and he clenched his teeth. If he weren’t a civilized man, if he didn’t pride himself on his renowned self-possession, he would take her here, now, with no regard for the consequences. He wanted her that badly.
Seeming not to understand his silent, ferocious struggle, Vivien gave him a hesitant smile of welcome. He almost hated her for that smile, so soft and warm that it pulled at something deep in his chest.
He returned the smile with a confident one of his own. “Good afternoon, Miss Duvall. It’s time for us to talk.”
Vivien kept the lap robe pulled high around herself as she stared at the man before her. Emotions tumbled inside her, not the least of which was curiosity. The servants had told her Grant Morgan was a Bow Street Runner, the most famous of the pack. The most fearless man in England, one of them had added, and now Vivien understood why.
He was a giant. Somehow in the fear and discomfort of the last twenty-four hours, she hadn’t really noticed that the gruff, deep voice and brooding green eyes belonged to a man who was so…well, large. Not merely tall, but large in every way. Now that she had recovered somewhat from her dunking in the Thames, she was able to take a good, clear look at him. His shoulders were as broad as cathedral doors, and his rangy body was impressively developed, with long muscled thighs, and upper arms that bulged against the constraints of his coat sleeves.
He wasn’t handsome in the conventional sense. This man’s face was as expressive as a block of granite. Her gaze fell to his hands, and she felt a wash of fire cover her face as she remembered the gentle touch of them.
“Yes, I would like to talk,” she murmured.
Morgan picked up a heavy armchair and moved it close to hers, hefting its weight with astonishing ease. Watching him, Vivien wondered how it might feel to possess such boundless strength. The sheer physical presence of him, his raw masculinity and vitality, seemed to fill the room. He sat and studied her with those perceptive green eyes…long-lashed eyes that weren’t quite emerald. The shade was deeper than that, a color that reminded her of beech leaves, or the smoky green of an antique wine bottle.
“Mr. Morgan,” she said, helpless to look away from those riveting eyes, “I can never thank you enough for all you done…your kindness and generosity, and…” She felt the color on her face condense into two bright spots on her cheeks. “I owe you my life.”
“I didn’t pull you from the river,” Morgan said, not seeming particularly pleased by her gratitude. “The waterman did.”
Vivien was unable to let the matter drop without making certain he understood how she felt. “Even then, I would have died. I remember lying on the steps, and I was so cold and wretched that I didn’t particularly care if I lived or not. And then you came.”
“Do you remember anything else? Anything about yourself, or your past? Do you have impressions of struggling with someone, or arguing—”
“No.” Both of her hands went up to her throat, investigating the soreness, and she stared at him wonderingly. “Mr. Morgan…who did this to me?”
“I don’t know yet. It would be a damned sight more convenient if you hadn’t lost your memory.”
“I’m sorry.”
He shrugged. “It’s hardly your fault.”
Where was the tender stranger who had taken care of her last night and this morning? She found it hard to believe that this was the man who had held and comforted her, rubbed salve on her bruises, and tucked her in bed as a parent would a beloved child. Now he seemed forbidding and utterly unapproachable. He was angry with her but she didn’t know why. The realization made her feel more lost and confused than before, if that was possible. He was all she had—she couldn’t bear for him to be cold to her.
“You’re displeased,” she said. “What has happened? Have I done something wrong?”
