Page 73 of Someone to Watch Over Me
Mopping her face with the soft linen, Victoria nodded vigorously. “Yes; I know,” she said in a muffled voice. “I’m tired of mourning. I’m tired of being alone. And I love Grant Morgan so much that I can’t bear the thought of losing him.”
“Thank God,” her twin said in a heartfelt tone. “I daresay even Father would say you’ve done penance for long enough. And while we’re on the subject, I’m going to tell you something I’ve always wanted to say…Loving a man doesn’t make you a ‘bad woman,’ as you always believed Mama and I were.”
“No, I never thought—”
“Yes, you did. I have a fairly good idea of the things Father said about me and Mama behind our backs. And some of them were probably well deserved.” Her voice turned self-mocking. “I admit, I may be rather too free with my favors. But I know one thing for certain—giving yourself to a man when you love him, as you have with Morgan, is not wrong. Moldering here in Forest Crest, on the other hand, is a crime. Therefore, I’m leaving this godforsaken village as soon as I can arrange it, and I’d advise you to do the same. By all means, marry Grant Morgan—I daresay you could do much worse.”
“Somehow,” Victoria said wryly, “I had the impression you and he did not like each other. What has happened to change that?”
“Oh, I still don’t like him,” Vivien assured her with a quick laugh. “Not really. Except…well, it’s obvious that he loves you, otherwise he wouldn’t have made that ridiculous apology you had required of him.”
“He did?” Victoria asked in wondering delight. “He truly brought himself to tell you he was sorry?”
“Yes, he confessed everything and asked for my forgiveness.” A catlike smile appeared on Vivien’s face. “I’ll admit, there was something rather sweet about watching him gag on that apology, simply because you asked it of him. So if I were you, I would marry the man, if you desire to keep from breaking his heart. Or…” She paused as another idea seemed to inspire her. “Or you could come with me! We could go to Venice or Paris…Do you realize the kind of attention that two sisters with our looks would attract? I’ll teach you everything I know about men, and…Good Lord, we would make a king’s ransom!”
Victoria looked up at her sister’s animated face and shook her head decisively. “Ick.”
“It’s a good idea,” Vivien said defensively. “Pity you haven’t got just a bit more imagination and fewer scruples.”
A stew of potatoes, kidney beans, and chopped greens and onions simmered atop the small cast-iron range. The appetizing scent filled the cottage and drifted out the open windows. Remembering the many times she had made the dish for her father, Victoria smiled wistfully. Her father had never been a great lover of food, regarding it solely as a necessity for the body rather than something to be enjoyed. On the rare occasions when Victoria had made plum pudding, or brought currant buns from the bakery, he had nibbled at the treats and quickly lost interest. The only times she had ever seen him eat heartily, and with obvious enjoyment, was when she had made vegetable stew.
“Father,” she murmured fondly, pausing in the task of folding clothes and packing them in an ancient leather truck, “I hope you won’t mind that I want to marry a man so unlike you.” Grant was a physical man with a strong appetite for life. He would never choose to hide away from the world as she and her father had done. Instead, he wrestled with dangerous, complex, often sordid problems. He saw the worst of humanity, whereas the Devanes had preferred to contemplate only the best of it. And yet…she thought her father might have liked Grant after all, if only to admire his utter fearlessness when it came to dealing with the realities of life.
Humming tunelessly, Victoria went to stir the stew and add a pinch of salt to the pot. Returning to her packing, she began to fold an old knitted shawl when she heard a demanding knock at the door. The entire cottage seemed to vibrate from the force of the blows.
Perplexed, a bit uneasy, she went to answer the door. She stepped back with a slight gasp as she saw Grant standing there. He was breathtakingly handsome, dressed in a striking black coat, black stock, silver-gray waistcoat, and charcoal breeches. The clothes were simple but perfectly tailored to fit his broad shoulders and lean torso. The vibrant force of his personality struck her anew…He looked large, dangerous, and even a bit irate. However, as Victoria stared into his smoldering green eyes, she felt no fear, only an instinctive desire to kiss his hard mouth and make it soften against her own.
“Hello,” she said, self-consciously smoothing her hair, which hung in a disheveled braid down her back. His resplendent appearance made her conscious that she was wearing an old, worn gown, a faded flower-print muslin that was suitable only for chores in the house and garden. She smiled into his dark face, prolonging the delicious moment before she threw herself into his arms. “What are you doing here?”
“You took too long,” he muttered with a scowl. The statement brought a surprised laugh from her. “We agreed I would stay here a week.”
“It’s been a week.”
“It’s been precisely two and a half days,” she informed him.
“It seemed like a bloody year.”
Victoria shivered in pleasure as she felt him reach for her waist and pull her body against his. “I missed you, too,” she confessed with a smile. His hand lifted to the side of her face, gently cradling her cheek, his palm hot on her skin.
“Where is Vivien?” he asked.
“She has already left for London. She’s had enough of country life. And so have I.” Victoria gestured toward the half-filled trunk and the pile of folded clothes beside it. “I was coming back early,” she admitted. “I found I didn’t have as much to sort through as I thought.”
“And our engagement?” he asked with a set face. “Do you have an answer for me?”
“Yes,” she said, her voice suddenly catching with emotion. “Yes, I’ll marry you…if you still want me.”
“Only for a lifetime,” Grant said thickly, staring into her small, radiant face.
Her eyes closed as he lowered his mouth to hers, not with the urgency she had expected, but with a slow, searing tenderness that pulled a pleasured respiration from her chest. His lips caressed hers so lightly, playfully, imparting intimate heat and moisture until she pushed herself up at him in a search for something deeper. And he gave it to her, sealing his mouth over hers and using his tongue to reach inside her. She moaned and responded eagerly, unable to get close enough to his hard masculine body, unable to hold him tightly enough.
Suddenly Grant pulled his mouth away and laughed breathlessly, his green eyes filled with tender warmth. “I’ll have to teach you patience someday,” he murmured, his warm hands sliding up and down her sides.
“Why?”
For some reason the question made him laugh again. “It’s much better when you don’t go charging into it at full tilt.”
“But I like it that way,” she said in a provocative tone.
