Page 94 of Nodus Tollens
Icouldn’t stop sweating.
I couldn’t stop fucking shaking.
Her perfect body was laid out like an offering for me as her perky little breasts stood straight for me, begging for my mouth. The small pink buds hardened under my stare, but for once, I was bewildered about where to start. I didn’t get nervous. Not with sex, not with stuff like this, but with Wren, my Blue, I felt like I had no clue what I was doing. I felt like a virgin again. No skills, no experience. I didn’t want to use the same old tricks and moves that I’ve used on girls who meant nothing more than a good time. I wanted her to like this. I wanted to show her just how much I fucking adored her and that this was new to me too. That despite everything going on in our lives, I would always want her. Even at her worst. Even if she tried to push me away, I would always fight for us.
I crawled up her body steadily. Heart beating wildly, I brushed my fingers along her soft waist. Teasing her with gentle strokes, she went still under my touch. At first, it sent a jolt of panic through me. I knew I couldn’t stop her from being nervous. I could say all I wanted to assure her that I only wanted to make her feel good and there was nothing to be afraid of, but how could my words soothe her when I was nervous as fuck? I peered up to look at her but noticed her eyes were focused on the ceiling. Eyes wide, mouth open, she was lost in the moment. Panting softly, her pretty breasts rose up and down with each sharp breath she took. My palms itched to reach for them and squeeze, but the sudden hip thrust of her waist had me seizing. My cock twitched when she softly brushed against me and unknowingly sent my heart into overdrive.
Fuck.
She wasn’t even watching me. She was still staring off into space as if she was oblivious to what she was doing to me. Unaware that any little movement from her made me cautious, but even more so, I was blinded by lust when she showed just an ounce of desire for this.
For us.
It made me want to pounce.
I continued the path up her body, taking my time to memorize her curves and forcing myself not to rip her pants off right then and there. The heat of her pussy simmered along my chest like it was trying to distract and pull me in. Too bad I had my sights set on something else, or else I would indulge. Then, finally, her chin dropped, and cloudy cobalt eyes connected with mine. A collision of emotions passed between us. A magnetic energy of passion and want filled her beautiful, still puffy eyes. A symbol of how precious this moment truly was. This wasn’t just about getting her off. This was much more than that, so much more that sometimes it was hard to believe she was mine. This brave, beautiful girl who trusted me with her already failing heart.
Dammit, Hayes, don’t think about her heart. Don’t ruin this moment.
I forced myself to focus, and when I did, I lowered my mouth to her belly and pressed my lips to her skin. Immediately, my tongue made contact, swept its way down her smooth skin and stopped just before the waistline of her pants. She tasted fresh, like the salty sea and sun, an intoxicating mixture that made me wonder what her pussy would taste like.
“Hayes…” She sighed under my tongue, and I wasn’t even on her sweet spot yet. Grinning, I removed my mouth and lifted a brow in her direction.
“What, Blue?” I questioned in a teasing tone that had her groaning.
“That feels good, but I need…more.” She demanded softly, almost like she was in pain. Her breathing was now labored as she watched me heatedly. “Please.”
“More?” I teased again and, this time, dropped a line of kisses up her stomach that had her sucking in a sharp breath. “Like this?” I whispered against her skin, just below her breast. I could almost feel it graze my nose.
“Yes.” She gasped. “Wait, no. I need more.”
Chuckling, I lifted and lined myself up. “Just a sample.” I darted my tongue out and tasted her sweet little nipple. Her back shot up in a cry. God, she was stunning. “Don’t want to get too full on these.” I finally latched my lips around her whole nipple and sucked.
Fuck…
I lapped at her like I was starved. Tongue swirling, mouth suctioning, I gave her everything, and she took it.
She fucking loved it too.
Gasps tore through the air like bullets, piercing my ears as she clutched onto the blanket beneath her. Her hips twirled, dancing beneath me as if she was begging for something else entirely. My girl wanted more.
“Oh my god.” She sighed as I continued my assault. Nothing has felt more perfect. More right than her. Even on my tongue, she tasted like the sweetest fucking thing.
“You have the prettiest little nipples, Blue.” I pulled my mouth away with a pop, then started to lavish the other one with the same attention. I don’t think I’ll ever get enough of licking her. I wouldn’t be opposed to suck on her skin all night if she let me.
Another lust-filled moan erupted from the depths of her soul, and on instinct, I drove my hips into her mattress. My cock felt heavy, like a fucking brick between my legs. Hard and swollen, I pressed myself against her thigh to show her just how much this was turning me on. Watching her come undone from just my mouth on her chest. I could only imagine what sounds and words would manifest when I finally tasted her cunt.
I tore myself away from her chest, panting. Eyes heavy, heart racing, I peered down at the wet, crimson blotches I left over each breast and growled. My stare snapped to her face and lips, and I fought the urge to attack them. Kiss them raw until she was begging for more.
“Where do you want me now, Blue?” I asked. My voice was husky and unrestrained.
I wanted to hear her words. I wanted her to tell me where she wanted me.Suddenly shy, her cheeks deepened in shade, and she gave a subtle thrust.
“You know where I want you, Hayes. Don’t make me say it…”
Oh, but I was going to make her say it. I was too far gone to be the nice guy right now, and though I hated seeing her so anxious, I needed to hear her need for me. So, I crawled back down her body, eyes still clutching onto hers, and I hovered my face just above her heated core.
“I gotta hear the words, baby, or I won’t know where you need me.” I spoke softly and teasingly, which had her groaning in protest.
