Page 11 of Same Girl
“You can have whatever you want, pretty baby.”
We tucked into our meal and finished in no time. I knew her little horny ass was ready to get to the next phase. It wasn’t her first time rushing through a meal to get on my dick. Mya loved sex. The way that she behaved was like she was trying to get all the dick she could before this lifetime ended, and I didn’t mind giving it to her.
Torn
PRESENT DAY (TWO WEEKS AFTER CHOSEN & FYVE’S CHAT)
“You look so beautiful, Mya,”Trenice stated, spinning me around to look at myself in the floor-length mirror. She pulled out the sides of the mirror so that I could see myself from different angles.
“Baby, you did your thing, Nice!” I exclaimed, calling her by her nickname.
“I had to show out for the boss lady. You know that I wasn’t going easy,” Trenice stated, grinning broadly at me in the mirror.
“So do you really think he’s about to propose, Mya?” My best friend, Tessa, piped up from the chair behind me. My other best friend, Verity, sat on one side of her, and my sister, Santerica, sat on the other side of Tessa.
We had just closed my shop, Mya’N D Hair, a little over an hour ago after our last client had left for the day. Trenice started on my hair shortly before that. I’d asked her to give me something special because I had a big date tomorrow night, and I wanted to be at my best.
“He’s been hinting at doing something really special for our first anniversary.”
“What makes you think it will be a proposal though?” Santerica asked.
“He’s talking about how he can’t live without me, and he’s going to marry me someday.”
“How do you feel?” Tessa asked.
“Honestly, I love that man.”
“What about Fyve?” Verity asked.
I rolled my eyes and blew out my breath. “He would never relocate. There’s no possibility we could have a future. Besides, I’m tired of doing this long-distance relationship.”
I fell in love with two men. In the beginning, I accepted a date with Fyve as a way to punish him for something he did in the past. I wanted to get him hooked on me and then break his heart.
I wasn’t sure how I would do it, but when I met Chosen a few months later, I had my answer. I planned to use them to hurt each other. Only, I had allowed my heart to be open to let them in. I was the one who was the fool in the end, because I knew that I couldn’t have both men, though my heart wanted both. They were cruel teenagers who turned into loving and thoughtful men.
“What if Fyve were to relocate here, then what would you do?” Verity asked.
“Girl! Please don’t stress me out like that. I could never choose between those two men. They both give me things that I feel like I can’t live without in my life. Chosen pours into my soul. He builds me. Fyve is hardcore. He hypes me up and challenges me. He’s my protector, not that Chosen isn’t, but Fyve’s crazy ass would kill a nigga over me.”
“Who’s got the best dick?” Tessa asked.
“Girl, it’s always about the D to you.” I laughed.
“What else is there?” she asked.
“Girl, some of them niggas have you gon’ over the dick, and they’re still living with their mothers. No thank you. I’ve come, seen, and conquered. I’m not going back down that road again,” Verity stated.
“We’re waiting for the answer,” my sister remarked, bouncing her leg that was crossed over one knee up and down.
“It’s hard to say. They’re both good with their hands, tongues, and lips. Those men are fine as hell, and they give me everything I need. Neither of them is slacking in that area. They can’t be compared because they’re different in how they do it. Fyve tries to break my back, and Chosen tries to snatch my soul,” I answered, lifting my hands in a half-shrug.
“Damn. Girl, to have those problems,” Verity stated, giggling.
I couldn’t wait to have Chosen all to myself tomorrow night. I wouldn’t see Fyve again until next weekend, and I planned to ride his ass real good so that he wouldn’t forget me any time soon. Every time Fyve came to town, I put it on him so that he wouldn’t think about another woman when he was absent from me.
“When are you going to tell them the truth?” Santerica asked.
I sighed. I had been crazy about both men in high school, and they both hurt me deeply and never even knew it.
