Page 9 of Still Forever
His voice was still even, but I could feel something laced behind those words and not in a threatening way. It was finality,like he had already made the decision for both of us. Then he kissed me. I put a hand on his shoulder to push him away, but somehow it found its way on the back of his head, pulling him in deeper.
I groaned because my body should not be reacting this way. I was mad, and I needed to make him understand how his actions had been affecting me. I should’ve pushed him off me and stormed out. Should’ve stood on what I said. There are probably a million other things I should have done aside from moaning into his mouth. But his lips on mine, his tongue sliding passionately in and out of my mouth, and the way he touched me like he needed me, blurred the lines.
“Let me make it up to you, baby.” He said into the crook of my neck. His full, wet lips colliding with my bare skin made me squirm. But his hands held me in place.
“Move Jaxon, dick can’t change how I feel,” I moaned my protest. Still never taking my hands off the back of his head.
“I’m not trying to change how you feel, KD. You’re right. I just want you to let me fix it, I’ll do better,” he said as he positioned himself between my legs and untied the robe, slowly trailing kisses down my body.
“I’m still leaving you,” I panted, yet arched my back in anticipation as he made his way down to my stomach.
“Oh yeah?” he questioned, still raining kisses all over me.
“Mmhmm,” His head settled between my thighs. I moaned as I scraped my nails along his scalp. His tongue flicked over my clit, making me whimper at the feeling. Then he began eating me like he had a point to prove. I threw one leg over his back and slowly ground into his face in unison with the speed of his tongue. When the familiar feeling in the pit of my stomach signaled my release, I rocked back and forth on his beard.
I shook through an orgasm. My chest heaved from its intensity, and I struggled to regain my composure. Jaxon didn’tcare; he hadn’t even given me a beat to come down from my orgasm before he entered me with a vengeance, causing me to cry out in pleasure. He groaned as he entered me. His moans always elevated whatever level I was at. It was the only sound I had ever heard that could have me soaked in seconds.
My mouth hung open as all ten inches of him filled me completely. I’m sure his strokes caused my heart to palpitate; they were long, deep, and demanding. No matter how many times this man has wrecked my body, it seemed like each time got better than the last.
“Jaxon!” I whimpered as he put one leg behind my head, resting it against the headboard. His eyes never left mine as he fucked me into submission. He watched me fall apart underneath him. Then, he gave me the cockiest smirk and leaned down so that we were face-to-face. The leg that he was holding fell across his shoulder.
“You leaving me, Kennedy?” his lips crashed into mine; he kissed me hungrily as our tongues intertwined. “Hmmm?” He moaned before he pulled back and waited for an answer.
“Yeah, I am…” I challenged him, knowing my answer would turn him up.
“So, I gotta make sure you know who you belong to, right?” He growled. The next stroke stopped me mid-sentence. He went deeper, causing my eyes to roll in the back of my head.
“Look at me, KD,” He cupped my face again as he groaned. “Where you going?” He taunted. The fire in his eyes said a thousand words.
“Leaving,” Was all that I could say. The rest of my words were trapped in my throat.
“I’ll follow your ass wherever you go, Kennedy. I love you, Ma, I’m sorry.” He moaned.
“I don’t love you.” At that point, I couldn’t tell if I meant anything that I was saying, or if I was just antagonizing him. Wewere in the wildest power struggle, but I’d have to admit he was winning by a landslide.
He stopped abruptly, then pulled me to the edge of the bed. My lower half was midair as he locked my legs around him and slid back into me with just as much passion. I gasped as he fucked me, causing my entire body to tremble.
“I’m listening, Kennedy, talk to me, baby. For the next hour, I want you to tell me how much you hate me, Mama.”
I had lost count of how many times I had cum. I just knew that by the time that man had finally turned me loose, I was spent. So much so that after I came from the bathroom, I didn’t even have the energy to get back under the cover. I fell asleep naked in the middle of the bed, with Jaxon beside me.
I awoke to kisses being rained on my face.
“Get up, Ma,” I peered through slits in my eyes at the mantel clock. It was just after noon. I winced as I moved the slightest bit. It felt like I had been hit by a semi-truck.
After waking up, I turned to Jaxon with a smile that faded immediately once my vision focused. He was already fully dressed in business attire, which could only mean one thing: he was about to leave.
He caught my expression.
“KD, don’t start; I have to go to Italy. I’ll be back in two days. The elites want to have a meeting with me and Judah,” he said as he pulled me to him, and I mushed his face to stop him from kissing me again. I sat up in the bed and folded my arms, glaring at him. Trying to give him the opportunity to tell me that it was a joke. That moment never came.
“I’m telling you now, Jaxon Amir Jennings, if you walk out of that door, I won’t be here when you get back.” I threatened him. I didn’t expect him to decline a meeting with the elites; I just wanted to know if he would hesitate. I wanted to know if the conversation we had less than twelve hours ago and his promise to do better meant anything to him.
“If Idon’twalk out that door, I won’t be here at all. I love you, baby.” He challenged me. No hesitation in his voice or body language.
“Suit yourself,” I said as I pulled away from him. He kissed my forehead and left the house. I went to the room that used to be ours, showered, and packed a bag. The tears that I expected never even came.
I texted my mother and asked her if she wanted to meet me for lunch. Once she told me she was at the country club, I threw on a cute vest, a tennis skirt, and a sun visor and walked toward the door.
