Page 73 of Complete Me
“So badly.”
“Jesus Christ,” he groans as his head falls back like he’s taking a second to collect himself. “Have you ever done this before?”
“Never.”
“Fuck, Kins.” He grabs his thick dick, holding it out to me like he’s about to hand feed me dessert. His other hand moves to the back of my head, gripping my hair. “Open wide for me.”
I do as he says, opening my mouth wide for his big dick, hoping like hell I can take at least half of it, if I’m lucky.
“Stick out your tongue, baby. Let me see it.”
Reid pulls my head closer to him as he taps the bulbous head against my tongue.
Once.
Twice.
Three times.
Then he’s pushing in, and I close my mouth around his dick. He’s warm and smooth against my tongue and tastes slightly salty. He pushes in until he hits the back of my throat, and I gag, my eyes watering. Jesus Christ, how am I ever going to make him feel good with this?
“Breathe through your nose and relax your throat for me. Trust me, baby.”
I take a deep breath through my nose, urging myself to relax and let him show me how he likes it. He pulls out completely, swiping the tip against my lips, back and forth, before pushing in until he hits the back of my throat. This time, I’m ready for him and know what to expect. I relax my throat, allowing him to slip down, taking him just a bit farther than the first time.
Reid groans loudly, a deep masculine moan that fuels me to keep going, and I reach out, grabbing the base of his cock. He’s all rock-hard muscle and smooth skin, and I tentatively squeeze, moving my hand in time with my mouth to give him friction where I can’t reach with my tongue.
“Oh fuck, that’s my girl. You’re sucking me so good. Shit, Kins.”
I moan around his length, his praise urging me on, making me feel more powerful than I ever have before. This strong, gentle giant is a moaning, straining mess because of how I’m making him feel. I’ve reduced him to a puddle, and if that isn’t one hell of a heady, intense feeling, I don’t know what is. Talkabout a boost to my confidence when I don’t know what the hell I’m doing.
I suck him hard, going off pure instinct, swirling my tongue around the engorged tip on every upstroke, jerking him with my hand the best I can.
“Damnit, Kinsey, oh fuck. That feels so fuckin’ good. Take me deeper, baby. I know you can do it.”
I do as he says, taking a breath and relaxing, tilting my head to the side to try a new angle. He slips further down my throat, and tears spill over my eyelids. I gag hard around his length. “That’s my girl, goddamn. Don’t stop.”
I try again, taking him all the way back, and before I gag, I swallow around his length, bringing him back impossibly far.
“Oh fuck!” he yells as he pulls away abruptly, slipping from my lips with a loud pop. I wipe the saliva off my lips and look up at him, confused. His chest heaves, breaths coming in heavy pants, his eyes feral.
“Did I do something wrong?” I ask, suddenly self-conscious and unsure if I screwed this up. His big hands cup my face, tilting my head to look up at him.
“No, sweetheart, fuck no, that was so damn good. I want the first time I come with you to be inside your tight, virgin pussy. You can suck me off as often as you want after that,” he chuckles. “But tonight? Tonight, I’m coming with your legs shaking around me.”
My mouth falls open at his words, and he takes full advantage of it, bending down and capturing my lips with his. He moves quickly, his big arm wrapping around my waist and dragging me up the bed. He braces himself with one arm so that he doesn’t crush me with his weight, his other holding my face cradled in his palm.
“My heart stopped beating the day I lost Lena. Then I was given you. You’ve brought me back to life, Kins. I don’t deserveyou, sweetheart. But I’m gonna keep you. You’re my salvation. My light. I’ll spend the rest of my life trying to be good enough for you.”
Overwhelming emotions race through me like a storm, and tears track down my face. Those three little words are on the tip of my tongue, but he doesn’t give me the time to say them as his lips descend on mine, kissing me like he meant every single word.
CHAPTER 20
reid
Never in a millionyears did I think I would find myself back in this room, with Kinsey Hayes lying on my bed looking up at me like I’m deserving of this privilege. I’ve done unspeakable things, I’ve been responsible for bloodshed and death, for the loss of my beautiful, innocent sister, I’ve looked death in the face without a wince, I’ve seen the bottom of a bottle more times than I can remember, and somehow, I was gifted this perfect, radiant light of a human.
I can’t take my eyes off hers as I look down. Gorgeous blue eyes look back at me with warmth and desire I don’t deserve. My heart beats wildly in my chest, the selfish desire I’ve pushed down for as long as I could taking full control. The guilt starts to push through my cracks, knowing the lines I’m crossing, the precious gift she’s about to give me. My eyes flutter closed, and I freeze.
