Davian broke the kiss and bit my lower lip. “God, I’ve missed this.”
I missed it too. Every night I was in Rui’s country home, all I could think about was feeling Davian’s lips on mine, his arms holding me tight. My lips were back on his as he gently cupped the globes of my ass in his hands and lifted me off the floor. Instinctively, I wrapped my legs around his waist, deepening our kiss even further. No matter how close we were, it would never be close enough.
Davian walked over to the bed, where he gently set me down as our mouths still explored each other. It wasn’t long until my feet were on the floor and we were insanely tearing at each other’s clothes. I worked the buttons of his shirt while he lowered the zipper of my jeans. My frustration stopped when Davin gripped his shirt and pulled it apart, causing the remaining buttons to hit the floor. The sound of buttons hitting the floor didn’t halt our efforts as we continued removing our clothes.
Standing, completely exposed, only then did I realize what caused the distressed expression on his face. “I’ll kill him.” Davian moved in circles—his hands rolled into tight fists.
As though I was to blame, I crossed my arms over my chest and reached for my clothes. “I should have told you what to expect. I’m sorry, Davian. I’m so sorry.”
“Don’t you dare blame yourself for this. If anyone is to blame, it’s me. I should have never left that day.” Davian was at my side before his last word.
Touching a bruise on my abdomen, he lowered his mouth and placed a kiss on the blue-green mark. Twenty bruises along my stomach, back, upper legs, and chest, all in different stages of healing, coated my body. Davian made sure to kiss every one of them before he placed a kiss on my lips. The tenderness that he shared made me feel wanted, but more than that, loved.
Lifting me from the floor, he gently placed me on the bed, where he continued to worship me. He placed his lips at the base of my collarbone, kissing and sucking as he ambled down my body at an excruciating pace. “Davian,” I breathed, my body burning from the inside out.
“I want you to tell me what you want, princess.” His voice was soft and velvety, igniting my need to be taken even more.
“You, I need you inside me. I need to feel you inside me.”
Lifting his shoulders higher, he used his thumb and middle finger and tweaked the tip of my nipple into a hard peak. I was completely lost in his touch as he trailed kiss after kiss down my body. Davian slid one, then two fingers inside before he lowered his head and teased the hard nub of my clit with his tongue.
“Your sweet pussy is a taste I will never get enough of,” he said as he continued lapping and sucking while he curved his fingers, stroking me deep and slow.
“Don’t stop. Please, don’t ever stop,” my shallow voice pleaded.
“I will never stop.”
Davian pressed the palms of his hands against my inner thighs, willing me to open up for him. His tongue continued doing its magic, pushing me close to the edge of pure pleasure; all the while, his fingers plunged deeper inside me.
Like the fourth of July, my release hit, showering my body with an array of bright colors. Moving up my body, I caught a glimpse of Davian’s smile. “Now, it’s my turn.”
I wrapped my legs around his waist, needing to feel all of him. I wanted to forget everything that happened over the past three and a half weeks, and the only person who could do that for me was Davian. I closed my eyes and shut out everything except what I was feeling at that very moment. Davian did this. He made me feel bliss, comfort, ease, but more than that, happiness. He gave me back everything that was taken. He gave me life.
My nails dug into his skin as if it would allow me to bring him closer as he pushed deeper inside me, filling me.
“Davian,” I breathed. Wave after wave of pure ecstasy blanketed my soul, making my body quake and writhe uncontrollably. I felt his back tighten beneath my grip until he gave into his own release.
Lost in total bliss, my eyes popped open, realizing what just happened. Calculating the days since my last period in my head, I began to hyperventilate, worried about what my selfish need would cause.
“Crap.”
Pushing from the bed, I hurried to the master bathroom, or what I thought was the door to the bathroom, when I heard Davian’s voice behind me. “Is everything okay, princess?”
I turned to face him. “Bathroom.”
“Next door,” he said, pointing to the other door.
It didn’t matter that I was completely naked. The state of my attire, or lack thereof, was the last thing that concerned me. Managing a smile, I walked to the door, reached around the corner, and flipped on the light before closing the door behind me. I pressed my back against the door, taking deep breaths to slow down the rapid beating of my heart. Every breath I took in and out brought me closer to breathing normally. When my mind cleared, I counted back the number of days since my last period. I hadn’t had one during the time I was with Rui. Thinking back, it had been at least a month, if not more, since my last period.
My heart raced again. Never had my cycle been so off. I convinced myself that being without my birth control pills was the reason. I couldn’t be sure unless I took a pregnancy test or went to a doctor. The only way to accomplish either option was to tell Davian.
My heart skipped a beat when I heard a knock at the door. “Reyna, are you okay?”
No, I wasn’t okay.It was what I wanted to say, but instead, I opened the door and lied. “I’m fine, just a little hungry.”
Davian pulled me closer, kissing the top of my head. “How about I check on dinner while you get dressed? After we finish eating, we can relax on the back patio.”
When I nodded my head in agreement, Davian released me. While I remained in the bathroom, he had slipped on a pair of lounge pants and a t-shirt. As he walked toward the door, my eyes never left him as I noticed how sexy he was. For a brief moment, it took my mind off of the dilemma that faced me. When Davian was out of view, I gathered my clothes and got dressed.