Page 130 of Breaking the Ice
“Like you like this,” Zach murmured against his lips. “Pliant. Horny. All mine.”
Gavin had a vague idea that should embarrass him too, but he was too far gone to find that particular emotion anymore. Fuck dignity, anyway.
“I like it too,” Gavin confessed, the words dredged up from deep inside him.
“Maybe you’ll like this even more.”
That was all the warning Gavin got before Zach was sliding down his body, mouth closing around his straining cock, all perfect wet heat.
Getting exactly what he’d wanted—what he’d dreamed about, lying here alone so many times—was overwhelming, in the best possible way.
Zach sucked him hard and deep, and Gavin choked, already right up to the edge, trying to hang on to prolong the pleasure.
“Don’t come,” Zach said, letting Gavin’s cock slip out of his mouth. “Okay?”
“Okay.” Gavin heard the strain in his voice.
That was not going to be easy but if Zach was asking him, it was for a good reason. He’d gone along with all of Zach’s ideas so far, and Gavin didn’t want to stop now.
“Get me the lube in the drawer,” Zach said, and that was something that lived next to Gavin’s bed now—lube and condoms. He’d flushed when a few nights ago Zach had deposited them matter-of-factly there.
They hadn’t used them yet, and as Gavin scrabbled to open the drawer with uncooperative fingers, he wondered if that was about to change. He should be nervous, but there was no room for nerves, not when Zach was teasing the head of his cock with his tongue.
But Zach just took the lube and ignored Gavin handing him the condom.
“Don’t need that,” he said, and Gavin let it fall to the comforter, groaning as Zach took him deep again.
Squeezing his eyes shut, he tried to focus on the pleasure and yet not let it overtake him until he was back at that knife’s edge of orgasm again.
Just feeling made it a little easier, because watching Zachalwaysunwound him. He was soZach. Hot and focused and intense. Like he was getting every single thing he’d ever wanted handed to him.
He was so busynotwatching Zach he nearly jumped out of his skin when he felt the first touch against his hole.
“Fuck, are you—” Gavin bit off when he just swirled it around, not even pushing it in yet.
“Relax,” Zach said.
“Are you gonna fuck me?” Gavin asked again. He was totally relaxed.
Zach chuckled, the noise vibrating around his cock. “I told yourelax. I’m not going to do anything you don’t want me to do.”
This was Zach so it was entirely possible by the time he let Gavin come, he was going to be begging him to fuck Gavin. That every bit of nerves and anxiety would be gone, washed away in a flood of desperation and desire.
But he didn’t. Only toyed, which was the best word Gavin could come up with, with his brain full of hot static. Zach’s finger dipped in, but only the tip, a handful of times, as he continued to suck Gavin’s cock.
Gavin realized he was babbling words,pleadingfor it, honestly, when Zach chuckled and said, “Want it now, huh?”
“Yes,” Gavin said with a sharp exhale.
Zach didn’t respond with words, only slid his finger in, with slow intent, and Gavin let out a moan.
He’d wondered if hewouldwant this. But it turned out it was the hottest thing in the universe, and he was being burned up from the inside out.
“Wanna,” Gavin cried out as Zach finally slipped a second finger in alongside the first, hitting a spot inside him that made him see fucking stars.
“Not yet,” Zach coaxed.
Gavin ground his teeth together and tried to hold on. It felt so fucking good. Zach had nearly given up actually giving him any suction on his cock, was just teasing up and down its length withhis tongue as he finger-fucked him so expertly Gavin wanted to cry with how good it was.
