Page 129 of Breaking the Ice
The look on Zach’s face said he absolutely would, without a single qualm.
Especially when he palmed his cock, with more purpose this time.
Like all it was going to take for Gavin to break was Zach touching himself.
It was crazy hot, lighting Gavin up inside, but he had self-control anddignity.
Sort of, anyway.
Part of what he liked about sex with Zach was that dignity usually ended up being the last thing on his mind. There was too much Zach in it, a litany of pleasing him and Zach pleasing him back, there was just no room for it.
Zach reached up with his other hand, tucking his fingers into his mouth and licking them. Making a showy mess of it, honestly, and Gavin could feel his heartbeat in his fucking ears.
“You still good?” Zach asked innocently, then practically deep-throated three of his fingers. Thrusting them once, then twice, until they were soaking wet. Then he shoved his briefs down without a single hesitation, groaning as he fisted his cock.
“No,” Gavin squeaked out. His cock was aching and hard, twitching against the cotton of his underwear. He’d never wanted to touch himself so badly in hiswhole life.
“No?”
“I want you to . . .” Gavin trailed off.
“Use your words,” Zach said bluntly when he couldn’t finish the sentence.
“I want you to touch me.”
“AndIwant you to show me what you looked like. I know what I imagined, but I want to see the reality.” Zach’s expression softened. “You don’t have to be embarrassed.”
“It’s embarrassing, though,” Gavin said.
“Is it though?”
Gavin groaned again. Trying not to watch as Zach’s hand circled around the base of his cock and squeezed.
“Just let me suck your cock,” Gavin said. Like demanding Zach’s cock in his mouth was somehow less embarrassing than just putting a hand on himself.
Zach didn’t have to even point it out. He just raised an eyebrow, like he knew it and wasn’t even going to bother saying it.
“Fine,fine,” Gavin said, horribly flustered. “I’ll . . .” He shoved his boxer briefs down his thighs before he could chicken out.
“Go on,” Zach encouraged, smiling now, like he’d really gotten everything he wanted.
Gavin made a face as he gave his cock a tentative stroke. It was dry and hardly flashy but it lit him up with pleasure. Just because Zach was watching, his gaze practically a caress.
“Feel good?” Zach asked softly.
“Yeah, but could . . .uh . . .feel better,” Gavin said.
“What did you think about, when you did this before?”
Gavin flushed again. “You, obviously.”
“What about me?” Zach asked with a smug grin.
“Uh.” He was already doing this, surely it couldn’t get any more awkward, even if he told Zach the truth. “You’re leaning over me. Kissing me. Touching me. Not letting me do anything buttake it.”
Zach hummed under his breath, and suddenly there he was,finallyclimbing over Gavin, lips meeting Gavin’s and kissing him thoroughly.
The kiss spun out into long wet presses of their mouths until Gavin thought he might actually be losing his mind, and maybe he should’ve kept touching himself, because maybe he would’ve already come.
