Page 116 of Breaking the Ice
“Wanna come?”
“Yes.” That was a no-brainer.
“Are you gonna?” Zach challenged.
That was even simpler. “No.”
“Good.”
Then after one last leisurely suck, Zach rose and, framing Gavin’s cheeks with his palms, kissed him hard and deep.
They kissed for long enough that Gavin almost forgot he was on a hair trigger, so close to coming he could nearly taste it.
It was effortless to just slide into the give and take of Zach’s mouth against his. When they kissed like this, it felt different, like Zach didn’t mind if Gavin was aggressive too, sliding his tongue against Zach’s.
“God,” Zach groaned out, leaning back a fraction, licking his lips and making Gavin want to chase him. He ground againstGavin’s bare thigh, his black pants slick against his skin, his cock a hard insistent weight. “Want you.”
Gavin kissed him again, but before they could devolve into another makeout against the door, Zach was pulling him away, hand wrapped insistently around Gavin’s wrist.
He tugged them into the bedroom, gently pushing Gavin down onto the bed. “Stay here,” he said and took his sweet time stripping down.
Gavin barely remembered to blink, his arousal spiking again as he watched Zach get naked just as slowly as he’d done to Gavin.
Finally, they were equally naked. Gavin hoped Zach would come back. Kiss him some more. He’d told him not to come, but Gavin needed something, the desire an insistent hum under his skin.
But instead of crawling onto the bed, Zach detoured to the nightstand by the bed, Gavin watching as he pulled out lube and condoms. He swallowed hard.
“I want to ride you, watch as you just take it,” Zach said. The look on his face was full of heat, but also tenderness. “Is that something you want?”
“Yes.” Gavin’s throat felt like a desert it was so dry, but there was no question in his mind. Hewantedthat.
“You’re still not going to come,” Zach said, “not until I say.”
Gavin nodded.
Nonchalantly, like Gavin’s blood pressure wasn’t spiking at the whole concept, Zach dribbled lube on his fingers and after climbing onto the bed and making a spot for himself between Gavin’s thighs, slipped his fingers behind him.
Gavin swore loudly. “That’s so . . .that’s so . . . God, you’re so . . .”
Zach grinned. “Yeah?”
“You’re killing me here.”
“But you love it,” Zach said smugly, and yeah, Gavin was. There was no denying it.
“Yeah,” Gavin agreed in a rough voice.
“I don’t know if we need the condoms, but it might be easier, this first time,” Zach said, his voice hitching as he continued to do whatever he was to his ass.
Gavin wished he could see, but even more than that, Gavin wished he could be the one doing it, even though he probably wouldn’t be very good at it.
“Okay.” Gavin took a deep breath, then another. Trying to calm down. If he said the things he was thinking out loud, he was going to fucking lose it. But he wasn’t going to stay silent, either. “I want to see. I want todo.”
Zach froze. “Yeah?” And suddenly he didn’t sound quite so calm and collected either.
“Come here,” Gavin said. His voice barely even sounded like his own.
Zach didn’t argue. Just straddled Gavin, and Gavin wasted no time slipping his fingers back to where Zach’s were. Wet andGod, moving inside of him.
