Page 70 of Do Not Disturb
“At three in the morning? Do you think I’m stupid?”
“Iwas.” His hands are shaking as he tugs at his T-shirt hem. “Look, I got distracted by, you know, what happened with Christina, and I forgot to take it out to the dumpster. The truck arrives early in the morning, and I was worried if I didn’t put it out then, I’d miss it.”
He’s looking me right in the eye when he says it. Is it possible he’s telling the truth? That he was up at three in the morning simplytaking out the trash? “But how come you told me you were getting some air? Youlied.”
“I know.” He squeezes his knees. “I lied to you. But I didn’t want to remind you about what I had done—why I’d been too distracted to take out the trash—and it just seemed easier.”
I don’t know what to say to that. Do I believe him? I’m not sure.
He shakes his head. “What do you think I was throwing out?”
“I don’t know. Bloody clothing that you were wearing.”
I hear the sharp inhale of his breath. “Rosie…”
“You asked me.”
“Ididn’tkill her.” His voice sounds choked. “I swear to you. I’d never do anything like that. The police think I did it, but…” He buries his face in his hands. “Christ, this sucks.”
“Nick…”
He raises his face to look at me. “Please tell me you believe me. Tell me you don’t think I killed her.”
That night I confronted him about her, Nick promised he would make things right. He swore it. That night, Nick was skulking around the motel at three in the morning. And the next morning, the other woman was dead. Stabbed to death. And Nick is the only person who had the key to her room.
“I believe you,” I lie.
That psychic at the carnival was right. My husband is a murderer. And it’s all because of me.
Chapter Thirty-Three
ONE DAY EARLIER
Even through the snow and darkness, I can see how attractive she is.
She has blond hair, the same as Christina Marsh did. She’s clutching her luggage as she shuffles through the freezing rain from her car to the motel door. I watch from my perch at the bedroom window, willing her to turn around. But she doesn’t turn around. She pushes the door open and goes inside.
She probably doesn’t know the motel’s sordid history. We have quite the reputation. The Murder Motel, they called us.
It’s been two years since Christina Marsh was found murdered in room 201. For a couple of weeks, I was certain Nick was going to be taken away in handcuffs, but ultimately, they never arrested him. It’s a good thing, because we were broke enough as it was, and we never could have afforded a decent lawyer. But the consensus on the internet was that he murdered her.
Even my family thought he was a killer. My mother called me up a week after it all went down. “Come home, Rosalie. You can’t stay with that man.”
She always called me Rosalie. Everyone called me Rosalie. Nick is the only one who ever called me Rosie.
“I’m not leaving my husband,” I told her.
“He cheated on you and then killed that girl. Watch—you’ll be next.”
“Mom!”
But I wasn’t surprised. My mother was never supportive of anything I did, including marrying Nick. It didn’t matter that I loved him. She thought I could do better. Not that I could do better these days. If I weren’t with Nick, I would be alone for the rest of my life.
Nick has been doing what he can to make money. He took some online web design courses, and now he is doing freelance work so we don’t go broke. He’s been talking about trying to sell the motel, but after Christina was killed there, he can’t pay somebody to take it off his hands.
He usually does his freelance computer work at the front desk in the motel. Never here. He doesn’t want to be around me anymore, and it’s hard to blame him. After what happened with Christina, our relationship got even worse, if that were possible. We barely speak two words to each other anymore. We haven’t made love once since her death.
Sometimes I’m not sure we ever will again.
