Page 111 of Promise of Destruction
Shefuckingsoaksme,and I'm beyond surprised to find that it's the sexiest fucking thing I've ever seen.
I'm not an idiot; I know her orgasm caused her to lose control of her bladder, and I know she's just soaked me in her piss and cum. And yet, I'm not disgusted or angry. I'mproud. Vindicated. Because,finally, she's given into me.
That submission is inherently sexier than anything she's given me yet.
I fuck her through it, spearing her with my fingers over and over, not stopping until her trembling subsides and her moans curtail, and the stain on her cheeks turns from pink and flushed to rouge with horror. I fuck her until she stops giving me what I want, what I suddenly crave. I fuck her brutally with my fingers, tearing her surrender apart until the last drop of her humiliation is wrung from her body, her piss splattered across my bare chest, pooling on the mattress protector I layered on the bed while she was asleep.
By the time my thrusts slow, she doesn't dare open her eyes, doesn't move. In fact, she's so still that I think she may havestopped breathing for a moment if it weren’t for the heavy rise and fall of her chest.
"Look at me, little bird."
She refuses, gifting me with a tiny shake of her head that confirms she at least heard me. "Soren."
I shake her face a little, demanding her attention. She sobs when her eyes open, and the tears fall, too.
"Why are you doing this to me?"
Because I want to fix you.
Because I want you to fix me.
Because you've burrowed so deep under my skin that I'd have to kill us both to cut you out.
Because I hate how much I love you.
I say none of those things, instead pressing my lips to her forehead and breathing her in.
"Finally," I sigh, holding her tight. "You did so fucking good, kitten. Such a good girl."
She bristles at the term, and I expect her to snap that she's not a fucking dog, but she softens again immediately after, relaxing as I continue to shower her with praise the way she just showered me.
"Such a good fucking girl.” I rasp, thrilled with what I’ve just taken from her. I never would have thought that would be erotic, but watching her fight it so long just to cave to me in the end? It’s the most beautiful thing. “God damn, Soren, you're amazing."
She's perfect in her brokenness, perfect in all the ways that she's not. I won't tell her that, of course. She only whimpers in response, her head turned away from me as I reach into my pocket for the key to the cuffs. She doesn't react as I unlock them, one at a time, letting them fall away from her wrists, where the gauze that I wrapped so neatly has been frayed and twisted, her skin raw beneath it.
"Come on," I tell her, disconnecting the I.V. so that I can pull her into my arms.
She doesn't push against me, doesn't fight, doesn't say anything at all as I carry her to the bathroom she's been begging me to take her to.
I flip the water on and make sure it's hot before I set her on her feet in the shower.
Soren sways, gripping the shower wall on instinct to keep herself upright as I shed my boxers and step in behind her, shepherding her under the stream of running water until her back hits the wall. In here, her tears mix with the spray of the shower, the last of the mascara that was clinging to her lashes running down her cheeks.
My beautiful fucking disaster.
"Are you going to kill me?"
Her voice is small, but I can tell she doesn't really think that's my endgame. Her friends saw me with her before we left the country, for fuck's sake. And if I was a killer, I'd never do it in someone else's home, where they could easily turn over any evidence missed in my attempts to clean up.
"No." I laugh, smoothing a hand over the back of her head. "I'm going to marry you."
She blinks, staring at me so that I think she must be trying to figure out if she simply misheard me. She didn't, of course.
"I'm going to marry you, and I'm going to pump you so full of my cum that you'll never feel empty again."
Something like a gasp slips out of her throat, and I just smirk at her, appreciating how stunned she looks. I'll savor this moment when she screams my name cause I make her come so hard she forgets her own.
"You don't even know me."
