Page 40 of Lost
Omegas in heat need cum and knots. It’s the only way to stave off the pain. Medically I know that but…
Nova pushes my hand away before she tries to crumple her body inward, her face paling as she whines.
“Where are my toys?” she asks. “If you’re a hallucination and won’t fuck me then I need them.”
Fuck me. This is what I was worried about.
“No toys,” I growl, getting to my knees to open my jeans and push them down my hips. “If you want my cock, show me, baby.”
I want to ground her before I have sex with her, and tasting my precum will do that. The hint of what’s waiting for her will hopefully distance her from her worry that she’s having hallucinations.
I’ll beg her for forgiveness later, because this is a nasty heat that won’t allow for anything other than for me to have sex with her.
I am the last person to fault Nova for having sex with anyone other than her scent matches. Heats are painful and raw, and if she found some relief with other people, then so be it. I stopped having sex because it was a distraction from my career, and I was addicted to it before I went cold turkey.
I was an alpha whore in medical school. I shouldn’t be anyone’s first in any way.
Stripping off my jeans the rest of the way, I stroke my cock with my fist, watching as she sits up with a wide smile. You’d have thought that I just offered her an ice cream sundae, which is what I suppose my dick looks like to her.
“Mine,” she growls, sounding both demonic and adorable. I suppose she shares those attributes with her cat then.
Flashing me her pink pussy, she gets onto her hands and knees to crawl closer to me.
“I can’t decide if I’m in heaven or hell,” Caleb whispers.
Based on my conversation with them at the hospital, I expect that none of us have been good to her. I’m going to help her ride out her heat and then work to fix her hurt feelings.
Seeing her elbows deep in blood as she smiled up at her client after delivering a baby was so fucking sexy, and I behaved very badly to cover up my arousal.
Pushing everything else away, I focus on Nova. Her purple and blonde hair is tangled down her back, and her wide gray-blue gaze is on my cock and the precum is beginning to slide down the side of it.
“Better go get it,” I tease her, changing my grip to fist the base of my dick. “You’re going to lose your prize.”
“You’re my prize, your bite is my prize, this is a treat,” she says, her tongue sticking out to drag up the side of my cock.
My hazel eyes droop to half mast, watching as she sucks on and licks along my shaft, forcing more precum to slide down my crown. Nova can do no wrong, her words making me want to come all over her gorgeous skin.
“Tell me what you’re thinking about.”
Nova’s words don't hold a question as she continues to lick and lap at my cock lazily, even though I can see the pain in her eyes.
“I’m thinking that I want you to choke on my cock,” I murmur, my hands cradling her head. “Consider my cum your medicine and your treat, because I can tell the cramps aren’t getting any better.”
Out of the corner of my eye, I see Lars and Caleb adjust their cocks in their pants, and I wonder if they’re going to join us or not. Except, Nova doesn’t want me to think about anything else and sinks her teeth into my shaft.
“God,” I groan, fucking loving how it feels. I realized in college that I’m a bit of a masochist. It’s only when I feel her smugness that I freeze. There’s blood running down my cock, which means that she not only broke skin, she bonded with me accidentally.
Swallowing hard to hide my panic, I watch as her eyes fill with tears.
“Did I do something wrong?” she asks. “I can feel your unhappiness with me.”
There’s an unnatural stillness in the alphas at the door, and I don’t know if they realize what just happened.
“You did nothing wrong,” I reassure her. “I’m beginning to realize that you may enjoy inflicting pain as much as I do. I like it when you make me bleed. You should always clean up after yourself, though.”
Continuing to cup her head, I bring her back to my cock, watching as she laps at the blood leaking down my cock before sucking at my crown. I’m not small by a long shot, and her lips are pulled wide as she fills her mouth with my cock.
Groaning, I drop my head back as she swallows me down.
