Page 47 of This Memory
His eyes lifted and met mine. I drew in a sharp breath at the heat in his gaze. “On you, they’re a turn-on. I’d like to bend you over the counter and take you while you’re wearing nothing but these.”
I felt my entire body heat. Oh, how I would love for him to do that. But instead of admitting it, I simply raised a brow. “For our first time? That’s what you’d do? It reallyhasbeen months for you, hasn’t it?”
I knew I was trying to make light of the situation, but I couldn’t let him see how his words were turning me on more and more. How I was seconds from asking him to fuck me any way he wanted.
Moving his hand up my thigh, he cupped my sex through the panties, and I grabbed his shoulders. “It’s been a few months now.”
“Really? What about—”
“Don’t,” he said quickly as he looked at me. “Don’t mention anyone else while it’s just the two of us here. Please.”
I dug my teeth into my lower lip and nodded.
He slipped his hand inside my panties, and I spread my legs. The feel of his touch was enough to have me right on the edge of coming within seconds, and when he slipped his fingers inside of me, I dropped my head back. It felt like I was on fire. I’d never felt such an intense sense of desire in my life.
“How does that feel?” he asked, his thumb pressing on my clit and nearly sending me off the counter.
“Good. It feels…so damn good. Don’t you dare stop!”
His mouth was back on my neck, and he was doing delicious things with both his hand and his mouth.
“Gavin,” I gasped, as I gripped his shoulders. “Oh God, I’m going to come!”
“That’s it, baby, squeeze your pussy around my fingers.”
Gavin making me come was one thing. But Gavin talking dirty while making me come was what dreams were made of.
I buried my face against him as my orgasm ripped through my body. He slowly removed his fingers, and when I pulled back, he put them into his mouth and sucked. I was pretty sure I had a follow-up mini orgasm just watching him do that.
“Oh. God.”
Gavin pulled his fingers out and smiled. I glanced down at his pants…and he started to laugh.
“I had a bit more control this time around.”
Placing my hand on his hard length, I asked, “Are you sure you don’t want me to take care of this?”
“Unless it means us making love, then no, I’ll be fine.”
My heart slammed against my chest as his words from earlier came back to me. “You can’t say you’ve made love to someone if you don’t love them.”
I searched his face. He was serious. Visions of Gavin making love to me rushed through my mind. I knew he hadn’t meant to make that revelation, about making love to me. Was he in love with me? My mind spun and I wasn’t sure what to say.
“Gavin…”
He pressed his finger to my lips. “I’m here foryourneeds, Bry. Don’t worry about me.”
I swallowed the sudden lump in my throat. “Are you just planning to go to someone else and…”
My voice trailed off when he quickly shook his head. “No. My hand will take care of it later.”
My eyes fell to his pants again. “But what ifIwant to take care of it? You’re using your hand and mouth on me. Why can’t I do the same?”
I unbuttoned his jeans and slowly pushed his pants down, all while looking into his eyes. “A boxer-brief guy? I wouldn’t have pegged it.”
He raised his brows. “What would you have pegged me for?”
Without taking my eyes off him, I pushed his briefs down as well. My heart was pounding in my chest, and I wanted to look down, but I couldn’t pull my eyes off his brown gaze. “Commando.”
