Page 27 of Craving You
“You are, Lori,” he pushes.
“Okay.So, if I am okay with it with you, then I have to accept what George did.Right?”I ask.“If I am your victim, you deserve the same treatment that you gave them for doing what they did to me.”
“I didn’t hurt you,” he says with a frown.“That’s not the same.”
“At least they gave me a chance to say no,” I say.
“Lori,” he says with a sad tone.
“Why are you defensive if you already think you are guilty?”I ask.“This is what you want, right?You want me to blame you… Call you a monster?”
“I get it,” he says with a sigh as he rolls to his back.
“Fuck no.You are not getting out of this that easily,” I say as I sit up.He goes to sit up with me, but I move to straddle his body while he is still naked, and I don’t have panties on.He groans and rubs his hands down his face, but I grab his wrists and lay his hands on my thighs.“I am the only one who gets to decide what hurts and what doesn’t.Not you.Not Cam.Not Tris.If I had a problem with what you did, it wouldn’t take much to get Cam to handle it.When those men hurt me, I may have not fought them, but I spoke up.Not everyone has that ability, but I do.I did it as a teen, and I am doing it now.”
“I understand, Lorelei,” he says simply.
“You’re just saying that so I’ll shut up,” I say with a frown.I yelp when he grabs me by the throat and pulls me down for a kiss.I relax and move my hands to the bed to support myself.
“I’m conflicted because I know I should feel bad, but I don’t,” he explains.“I knew you’d be consenting, but I still took advantage of you.That should eat me alive, but it doesn’t.That makes me no better than the men who hurt you in that room.”
“Those men,” I say as I shift my hips and slowly lower onto his cock, filling myself inch by inch.“Only cared about their pleasure.Not mine.Theirs.They didn’t take the time to get me off… No, they fucked me and found pleasure in my pain.Does the thought of me sobbing while you fuck me make you want to fuck me harder?”
“No,” he groans.
“Then just shut the fuck up about it and do what you did to me all of those times you came into this room and played with me while I slept,” I say, slowly moving my hips.
“Fuck, Lori,” he groans.“I’m going to kick your little ass for topping.”
“Do it, Remington.Where is that man who throat-fucked me in my sleep?”I ask.“Hmm?”
“I can’t.Cam is here…”
“Well then, you better learn how to get me to shut the fuck up or I am not stopping,” I warn.“I will fucking edge you until you break.”
“Why, Lori?”he groans.I can see it on his face that he wants to.
“You tore yourself in half, Remy.Part of you, everyone else saw, but the other side hid in this room with me while I slept.I want to meet him.I want to meet the man who claims to own me,” I say.I tighten my pussy around his cock, and his eyes roll back.I take all of him and stay seated on him.“You have two fucking choices here, Remy.You can either let me see the real you, or I’m in charge.You come when I tell you to come.You get on your fucking knees for me when I tell you to.If you don’t want to dominate me, then I will happily take you down a few fucking notches.You think I am above tying you to this bed and making you come so many times that you beg me to stop?Eventually, you’ll come dry and there wouldn’t be a goddamn thing you can do about it.How hard do you think you’ll come for me when I have your cock in a sucking machine while I fuck your ass with a dildo cast from your dick?Please… try me.See how fucking far that will get you.I live to make grown men cry and you are not a fucking exception.”
Remy’s eyes are darkened, and his teeth are gritted.He’s pissed off and seconds from breaking.I want to draw out the side of him that spent all of that time with me.I know Remy, but I want to meet my guardian.
“Have it your way,” I laugh.I start to move off him, and he breaks.
All of a sudden, Remy flips us.He lays his hand over my mouth and slams into me so hard that a scream rips from my throat, but he doesn’t stop.After a second, he brings my legs to his shoulders and leans into me so he can wrap his hands around my throat as he pounds into me.I can’t breathe, but he doesn’t give a fuck.I wanted to meet this side, and now I am.Every minute or so, he lets me breathe, but he never slows down or gives me any reprieve from fucking me hard and deep.
“You are my fucking toy to break, Little Fawn,” he growls.“Mine.I fucking own you, this cunt, and every fucking breath you take.You wanted this so badly, well here the fuck I am, baby.You will never escape me; not even in death.”
It feels as though he is fucking the soul out of my body.Everything feels like one giant orgasm.My body is tense and I am shaking violently as my arousal floods out of me every time I come.
“Oh my God,” I choke out when he abruptly stops without coming and uncovers my mouth.
“Don’t forget you asked for this, Lori,” he says as he pulls my arms up and ties them to the headboard with his belt.With one knee beside my head, his other foot flat on the bed and his hands fisting my hair, he shoves his cock down my throat.
This man starts throat-fucking me far faster than anyone has ever done to me.I, for whatever reason, start fighting and thrashing under him, but it only makes him groan and go faster, deeper.When I get myself to stop fighting, I suck hard.Remy lets out a delicious moan from deep in his chest, and I can feel how his cock pulsates in my throat as he starts to fall.
“Fuuuuck, yes.Swallow me… Fuck, just like that.Good girl.Yes,” he moans.
“Well damn, Remy,” I pant.He unties my arms before leaning down to get in my face.
