Page 23 of Craving You
“Why did you do it?”
“I don’t know.”He is searching my face for the answer before continuing.“I’ve known for a long time that you are my forever.No matter how hard I tried to stay away and just leave you alone, I couldn’t.You consume every thought in my mind, and I am calmest when I am next to you.”
“That’s… so fucking sweet in the most psychotic way,” I say, and he laughs.“You deserve better than me, Remington.”
“There’s nothing better than perfect, Little Fawn.Your soul is home to me,” he says sweetly.
“I love you,” I say before I can talk myself out of it.“I’ve loved you for as long as I can remember.I’ve wanted you for years.”
“I love you too, Lorelei,” he says with a smile.“So fucking much.”
“What now?”I ask before rolling to my back to look at the ceiling.“Where do we go from here?”
“Why were you upset today?”he asks.
“Because I felt embarrassed for throwing myself at you like a cheap hooker.”
“If you hadn’t of been high, I would have accepted your generous offer to teach me,” he says as he rolls to me.
“What about now?”I ask.
“How do you feel?”
“Are you referring to the assault?”I ask, and he nods.“Your dick is giant, so it’s going to be a little uncomfortable either way.”
“What’s my first lesson then, teacher?”He asks as he moves on top of me and settles between my legs.
“Women can’t always go straight to fucking.Even if I want to, sometimes I need a little help getting there,” I say.
“Foreplay,” he says before kissing my neck.
“Yeah,” I choke out.I sigh when he kisses his way down my chest before lightly sucking on my nipples.He rolls the other between his index finger and thumb.I gasp and arch my back to push my breasts out.
“How am I doing?”he asks, kissing me softly.
“I sense you’ve had lots of practice with foreplay,” I say.
“Baby, I’ve had a lot of practice with your body too, but yes,” he smirks.“Understand that this is the only time you will get to lead.”
“I’ll make it count.”I smile.
“Are you going painfully slow to torture me?”he asks, narrowing his eyes.
“Kinda,” I laugh.He grunts before leaning down to kiss me.I pull him down so I can wrap my arms around him, and he has his face buried in my neck.When he pushes the head of his cock into me, I gasp.He slowly sinks into me with a deep, guttural groan, and I suddenly can’t catch my breath.He is stretching me, and my body struggles to fit him.I arch off the bed, gasping for air as I push him up.He moves up to his hands, and I get a tight hold on his biceps.
“Jesus, you are so fucking tight,” he grunts.
“You’re going to fucking break me, Remy,” I whimper.“Please.Please.Go slowly.”
When he starts to rock his hips to make slow thrusts, I groan deeply.“Teach me, Lori.Isn’t that what you wanted?”
“You… Oh God, you’re too big,” I pant.He rolls and pulls me on top of him, letting me take over.I take all of him and sit up to try to get used to his size.I have my eyes closed and my hands on his chest.His hands are on my waist as I rock my hips.He is watching me try not to fall apart.
“Tell me what to do, Little Fawn.You look uncomfortable,” he groans.
I bring myself down and kiss him.“Please, fuck me,” I say.
“Be specific,” he smirks.I realize that while he may be a virgin, he is no fool.He may have given me this moment, but he’s about to fucking destroy me.
