Just getting really sleepy right now.I need to get out of the bath and get into bed.This tea kicks my ass.Probably should have waited until after bath time.
Get out before you drown yourself.
I am so fucking sleepy that I can’t get myself up out of the bath.My sleepy mind is panicked because the bath is full, and I am slowly slipping down.I fight with my body to pull the plug out of the drain.Just as I slip under the water, I feel the plug come out of the drain.
Chapter Six
Remington
Thisgirlisgoingto give me heart problems.I step into her bathroom as the tub is emptying.I pull her head up out of the water and let the tub empty before scooping her into my arms.On the way out of the bathroom, I grab her towels and take her into her room.
In hindsight, I should have paid attention to whether she was showering or taking a bath before I treated her tea, but I’m always here when I do it.She never takes a bath, though.Right now, is the point I should feel bad because I could have hurt her, but she was never in danger.I do know that I can’t play with her like I usually would because she will then know that it’s me.I will just tell her that I got concerned that she didn’t text back and came over.The girl doesn’t even know she’s being followed by anyone, so she won’t think anything of it.
I work on drying her off before dressing her.I think it’s adorable that she wears my shirts to bed, but also, how does she have my shirts?I haven’t seen some of these in months.
“Remy?”she mutters.
“Yeah, it’s me,” I say as I pull the shirt over her head.
“I’m naked,” she sighs.I’m not fully convinced that she is awake.I didn’t give her as much as I usually do because I didn’t know if she took a muscle relaxer like she had mentioned.The last thing I want to do is make her overdose.
“Not for long.I’ve got you,” I say.
“I was scared.”
“You’re safe,” I say.I move her up on the bed so I can cover her up and she grabs my wrist.
“Will you stay with me?”she asks.I sit down and I see that she is awake, and her eyes are open.I kick my shoes off and lie beside her, and she smiles weakly at me.“Thank you.”
“Anytime.”I smile back at her as I tuck my arm under my head to prop up slightly.I am making sure not to touch her.When she shifts closer, I move back.
“I don’t have hooker cooties,” she says with a deep frown.
“I didn’t say you did,” I say as I grab her hips and pull her against me.I instantly regret it when she throws her leg over top of mine and blood rushes to my cock.Fuck, I need to chill.This girl doesn’t have panties on.“You can’t do that to me, Lori.”
“Why?Afraid I’ll ruin you?”she asks.
“No, you don’t have panties on and there are parts of me that act without permission.”I say honestly.
“Ohhhh,” she says sleepily.She looks high as fuck, so I am pretty sure she did take a muscle relaxer.The sedative just isn’t strong enough to keep her asleep.“So, you are afraid of my pussy?”
“I am not,” I say with a smirk.
“It won’t bite you, Remy,”
“I am aware,” I say with a laugh.
“If you aren’t scared… Then I must be turning you on,” she says, intentionally pressing herself against my cock.I groan and she giggles.
“Lori,” I say.I don’t want her to think I am rejecting her, but I refuse to fuck her when she is like this.It’s one thing when she is out of it.She has no idea what I’ve done… Fuck, I am not better than the men who violently hurt her… I keep those parts of myself separate for a reason… and this is the reason.I feel like a monster right now because the two worlds are colliding.
“What?”she asks.“Do you not want me?”
“Fuuuck,” I hiss when she presses herself against me again.She lets out a little gasp and I know she felt me.“Lori, baby.You need to heal and not be high out of your mind.How many muscle relaxers did you take?”
“Mmmm.Too many,” she says.
“What?”I snap.“How many, Lorelei?”