Page 102 of Empowered
But Lucas didn’t enter her. He pulled away, also releasing his grip on her underwear.
“If you could have anything right now, my love.” He could use that voice to drive her wild anyway. Sarah was quickly reaching the boiling point with her insatiable lust.Who knew I had this much desire in me when I was… like this?“What would it be?”
“Use me.” She turned, sitting back on her legs, eyes glancing between his chiseled jaw and his half-erect cock hanging out of his trousers. “Make me feel like I did in that video.”
He chuckled, the most lighthearted sound he made all night. “I’m only one man, Angel.”
“Not to me you aren’t.” She pressed her hands against his chest. “Have your way with me. I need it. Go at me hard. Take me places you’ve only fantasized about.”
“I don’t want to hurt you, Angel.”
“You gave me a safe word before we began.”New York.Where they met. “You have to understand, Luke. It’s eating away at me in ways I can’t explain. I need to feel that. I need you to take me down to that level before I can build myself up again.”
“I could never debase you.”
“That’s the secret, isn’t it? You won’t be. It’s all role-playing.” She wouldn’t tell him that she would be far from playing a role to begin with. This was reality for her. A reality she was desperate to dismantle and rebuild anew. “Please, Luke. You don’t understand. Where my mind was back then… where it could be now… I have to know I can feel something like that and honest to God enjoy it. I’m fucked up, you know? The fantasies I have, the kind of things I used to go out and do… they’re so fucked up! How else will I get through them if I don’t have someone I trust helping me?”
“Angel.” He smoothed back her hair and brushed away one of her stray tears. “You’re not fucked up. You’re not broken. You were handed a bad hand and you’re trying to make the best play possible.”
“So what does that make you? The dealer?”
“Let’s hope not. I’m terrible at poker.”
They shared a soft kiss that would usually make Sarah smile. Now, all she could do was sigh against his lips.
“Please,” she said again. “Give me what I need. I know my limits. You know me.”
“I’m still getting to know you little by little.”
“Now’s your chance to find out a lot about me.”
He kissed her again, this time with more power behind his mouth. Oh, he wanted her. He must be dying beneath his skin to fuck her like a beast would in the wild.Yes, yes, oh my God, yes!Sarah held onto him as she attempted to draw him down onto the bed.
That wasn’t good enough for Lucas, who soon gave her what she wanted.
“Not yet,” he snapped. Sarah fell forward toward the edge of the bed. “You earn something like that, Angel. Now, who are you tonight?”
She held her hands behind her back. Where had this sudden vulnerability come from on her part? “I’m yours, sir.”
“Yes. You’re my dirty princess who throws herself at strange men to get what she wants. Tell me, what’s stopping me from using you as if you were born to be my slave in the bedroom?”
The snap in his words kept her on her knees.Please, for the love of God, tell me to get you off.She yearned to feel that power inside of him. For him to share it with her.Please. I need it. I’m so weak on my own.
“Absolutely nothing, sir.” Nothing but her safe word, and she had no reason to use it yet. “Take from me whatever you want. Make me feel like you’re five men in one.” May the universe have mercy on her and make him feel like the last man she would ever need.
