Chapter 27
Even Sarah was amazed that they could both easily fall into their respective roles.
How much had Lucas been holding back whenever they made love? How often had he looked at her and fantasized about doing what he did to her that night?
Telling her to suck his cock, to get him hard, and then proceeding to fuck her throat until she happily gagged.
Ripping off her bra, tearing apart her tights, and slamming his thick cock inside her, his thrusts so damn hard that Sarah lurched forward with every motion.
Spanking her ass every time she wiggled, as if he could control her movements with a firm hand.
Calling her every dirty, filthy name in the book and listening to her get off on them.
Making her come from how he manhandled her, fucked her, sucked her skin and teased her with more orgasms he never delivered.
Binding her wrists together with his tie and shoving her down onto her back, rendering her completely unable to fend him off as he fucked her until she moaned herself into a stupor.
The scariest thing wasn’t that she yearned for him to be even rougher with her. What scared her was how close she was to crying from how good it made her feel.
One man could do this to her. He could open her up, physically and emotionally. He could feed her his stamina, his desires, his lust for life and the power that surged within him. Sarah greedily drank his aura. She refused to let him go every time he tried to pull away from her. Most of all, she screamed his name and whatever dirty shit he told her to say, because it meant he fucked her harder and also lost himself in their games.
But they weren’t games, were they? This was reality. This was what Sarah needed to be whole again, as fucked up as it was.
I don’t care what you say, Luke. I’m fucked up. That’s a fact.
He didn’t treat her like she was fucked up, though. This rough form of lovemaking may have been exactly what she wanted, but he did everything with the tacit understanding that it could stop whenever they needed it to.
But not before he peeled his soaking wet shirt off his body and pulled down his pants. His sweaty skin glistened in the burning candlelight. His cock was so rigid and gleaming from wherever he had last stuck it. Sarah could barely stand it. Why wasn’t it inside of her again? When would he come and give her what she wanted?
“On your knees.” He was breathless.
So was she, once some cool lube hit her skin and her boyfriend insisted on taking her ass for the first time.
Sarah was no stranger to anal sex at this point in her depravity. Rather amazing how many men loved it and got so giddy that they found a random woman who didn’t mind giving it up – or getting off on it. Except it was her first time with Lucas. Never before had he insinuated that he wanted to do such a thing with her.
But she had begged him to fuck every single hole and make sure she knew that she belonged tohim.So here they were.
Sarah had reached the point of happily forgetting the bullshit that had plagued her mind for so long. Yet the moment he was inside of her, his guttural groans taking her ear the way his cock took her ass, Sarah wondered how blurred the lines between what they did for pleasure and what they did forthistruly were.
“Tell me you like it,” he growled into the crook of her neck. While Sarah embraced the pleasurable pain that came with this kind of sex – like she embraced a good spanking – she had yet to learn his cues. Was he about to come? Had he finally reached his limit, and Sarah better damn well get what she needed to get from him? Or was that simply the immense pressure claiming her body? “Tell me this is more than you could’ve ever wanted.”
She shuddered beneath his body, her little moans of disbelief almost knocking her unconscious. “Fuck me.” It was all she could say.
So he fucked her.
Everything about it was so brash and invasive that Sarah was thrown from her pedestal of subconscious anxiety and forced to focus on nothing but the incredible sensations tearing through her every time Lucas gave her what she needed. His firm hands held her down, pulled her hair, and spanked the tender flesh desperately trying to accommodate the big man’s body. When Lucas wasn’t kissing her neck or shoulder, he muttered filthy epithets into her ear and kept her so far away from the toxicity infecting her brain that Sarah couldn’t even remember what had bothered her for so long.
“You make me want to come so badly.” He made her cry out from the intensity of his slow-moving cock filling her, exiting her, filling her again.I must be easy. A man of his size taking care of me like this? Shit!“Do you have any idea how much I’m holding back from you?”
A simple question. Or so Sarah thought.
He pulled her up, grabbing her breasts and shoving his cock deeper into her. Sarah gasped from both pleasure and surprise. How was it possible for this man to keep taking her on these whirlwind sensations?
“Do you know how much I’m always holding back from you?”
Just like that, Sarah was dropped back onto the bed – and from her sexual high.
Lucas pulled out, his naked body beckoning for Sarah to reach out and touch him. Yet he was so cold that Sarah didn’t dare move.