Page 20 of All My Love
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Elizabeth
“Come here,”I say, peeling my shirt off. My nipples have been hard all night, and it hasn’t been merely from the cool nightair.
It’s not fair how sexy Ben is, or how hard I’ve fallen for him and in such a short time. But I look on the bright side of things, and if that means I have to pretend I don’t have to leave in just a couple of days, then that’s fine. I’ve always thought living in the moment was something only a select few of us got the privilege of, and my tendency to look on the bright side has always been something I’ve had to force myself to do. I look on the bright side, but I’ve realized that’s not how you make yourself happy. I’m always thinking of the next blog post, the next idea, how I can get my credits done faster so I can graduate early to save money, even though with my scholarship my tuition should be manageable. Being with Ben, though, has allowed me to live in the moment. I’ve realized that being happy means living in the moment. Not worrying about the future. Not toiling over the past. Focusing on what’s right in front of you. That’s true satisfaction. Gratitude.Happiness.
Love? That’s what it feelslike.
Ben picks me up from where I’m standing and pulls his tee off, showing off his tight, roped muscles. I clench up inside my panties and feel them soak. I thought they were soaked before. Turns out I was wrong. Dreadfully wrong. Ben lifts me by the hips and drops to his knees, laying me down on the soft blanket. He sticks my ass to the rooftop with his heatedgaze.
He bites his lower lip and then makes a trail of kisses down my stomach and I push my fingers through his thick, darkhair.
“Can we see how quiet you can be?” he says, pulling my skirt down and running a finger up my seam. I swallow thickly at the contact of his finger against my lace-clad cit. He strums his finger up and down and my body heats up, a trail of light chasing its tail inside me. He rasps against my pussy before he spreads my legs out. One lick through my folds sends his tongue into me and he put a thumb on my clit to make mecome.
My back arches as he puts two fingers into me, fucking me with them hard, deep and fast. The muscles in my belly clench up and waves of pleasure roll over me. I let out a long moan and his hand clamps down over my lips, making me whimper evenmore.
He hushes me, barely breaking contact with my wet center. He trades his fingers and mouth in for something better. He bumps his cock against my clit a few times to make it glisten with my juices. I scoot up on my elbows to see what he’s doing. When did his pants come off? I don’t care. Whenever it was, it wasn’t soon enough. He feeds his dick through my lips and I fall backwards again with his hand behind my head. He crushes his lips to mine to muffle mymoans.
“I don’t want you to go,” he tells me as we cuddle together and look at the stars. I feel warmth inside my chest like I’ve never known before. I knew this day would come. I just didn’t know it would be with Ben. I can’t think of a single reason to not be happy in this moment. I let the feeling wash over me. I don’t try to stop it, analyze it, or do anything else to it. I just let it be. I let itsit.
“I don’t want to go, either,” I reply, nuzzling against his chest. He slips a lock of hair through his fingers and lets it drop against my collarbone. This time, when I say goodbye to him, I won’t let any tears sting my eyes. I never thought I’d get to see him again. I never thought my innocent little crush would end up turning my world on its head, make everything narrow down to just the two of us, make everything elsedisappear.
“No, Liz, it’s not just that,” he says to me, brushing my hair away from my face. “I’m in love withyou.”
Lightness fills mychest.
“I’m in love with you too, Ben,” I start to say, but he cuts me off with his lips against mine. He pins me to the blanket and I know it’s time for roundtwo.
And this time when we say goodbye, it’s not really goodbye. It’s justsee yousoon.
