I check my phone.
4:56 p.m.
Train soon.
Dinner with Mom. New leaf, fresh start. All that bullshit.
I kick off my shoes and wander toward the water, just to feel something. The tide’s low, lazy, licking at the sand like it’s bored. I step in, let it soak the hem of my jeans, cold enough to jolt me back into my body.
Then—
Something taps my ankle.
Soft. Light.
I glance down.
A wave retreats, and in its wake lies a small, clear holographic bag. Sealed.
I bend, fingers wet and trembling as I pick it up.
Inside?
One pink skull pill.
Glittering like it’s been waiting for me. Like some twisted little love letter from the past I wasn’t supposed to survive.
My breath catches. My chest tightens.
I flip the bag over.
There it is—scrawled in smudged black ink like a goddamn omen. A phone number.
My heart stutters.
No way.
No fucking way.
All this time—I thought I cracked. Thought I’d invented them. Dagger, Noir. The raves. The lights. The overdose. I almost checked myself in somewhere just to make the delusion stop looping in my head like a bad remix.
But this?
This stupid little bag?
It means it was all real.
Holy shit. It was real.
I laugh. Actually laugh—sharp, unhinged, straight out of a psych ward.
I dial the number, hands shaking.
Because Jesus Christ, Blair… you weren’t just crazy.
You were right.
The line crackles once before a voice answers—low, disinterested, with that telltale rasp that makes my stomach drop.