Page 65 of Experiments in Love
His grin was still there but he rolled his eyes again. “You’re the only one I don’t seem to annoy. There’d be nothing to worry about even if I wasn’t crazy about you.”
“All the more Kennedy for me then.” I knew it’d take a while for his self-esteem to get to a healthy level, but I was hoping that meeting more people would help.
He was not the most interesting toy in the box no matter what his friend and some bad dates had made him think.
“Yes. And possibly all the Kennedy for you.” He was trying to make it sound teasing but I saw the nervousness in his face when he looked up at the building that held the BDSM club.
Bound & Controlled had a great reputation for keeping the bad crazy out and letting the fun crazy in. That was probably because one of the owners was nuts himself, but it also gave him great people-reading skills.
If anyone could help us meet the right guys for Kennedy, it would be Conner.
And since Kennedy had already okayed it…I’d given the ridiculous man a heads-up.
“I don’t see it turning out that way because at the very least we’ll have fun talking to Jasper. And no matter what else happens, we can explore one of the private rooms or I could see if the viewing room is open. I think you’d like being spanked and fucked in front of an audience, hmm?” That got a shiver from him and his smile perked up. “And then there are the public scenes I think you’ll enjoy.”
Kennedy forced himself to sit straighter and smile wider. It wasn’t believable at all, but I was hoping it was a sign we were moving in a better direction. “We’re going to have fun.”
As long as he got to see that other men didn’t find him annoying.
“We are.” Giving him one more kiss, I pulled back and pretended to frown at him. “As long as you be yourself and let me worry about the rest. I’m your Dom. That’s my job.”
He was doing his best not to smile, and his worries had disappeared for the moment. “You give yourself a lot of jobs. I’m starting to think you’re making some of them up.”
As he did his best to aim a skeptical look at me, I shrugged and hopped out of the car. He was still doing well as we got into the club and changed into some sexier clothes, but that was the point where his nervousness came back.
“I look alright, don’t I?” Turning in a circle, he studied the harness and pants I’d picked out for him. “The slut part isn’t too…well…slutty?”
I managed not to laugh because he was serious, but it was difficult.
Coming up behind him, I wrapped my arms around him and trailed my fingers over the soft harness. “I like how it looks and I love that it shows off my toy so wonderfully.”
It highlighted his body perfectly and the way the wordslutwas etched over and over into the harness in sparkly letters made him looked like a wrapped present.
My present.
Kennedy shivered and rocked back against me…but that just made him remember the slender plug I’d put in and he wiggled again. “I can’t think.”
Good.
“Do you need to think?” Pinching his nipples, I gave them a bit of color and flicked the tips as they strained outward, getting a moan from my naughty and still slightly distracted boy. “I know your limits. Thinking definitely isn’t required for talking to Conner. He just wants to know about your fantasies.”
Because most new members and visitors eased their way into things and I’d started off the process for Kennedy by asking about recommendations for who to fuck him.
Conner had questions…not that I blamed him.
“I can do that. He owns a club, so it’s not rude to talk about sex with him.”
I wasn’t sure if Kennedy needed reassurance on that fact or not, but I nodded. “It’d be rude not to. Oh, and it’s perfectly acceptable to notice that he’ll probably be naked. Or somewhat unclothed depending on the day.”
Kennedy frowned but managed to stop fucking himself with the plug long enough to think about what I’d said. “I don’t mind how people dress.”
“I know.” Kissing his cheek, I stepped back and spanked his ass right over the plug, getting a wonderfully dramatic inhale from Kennedy. “I just didn’t want you to be startled and I don’t think I mentioned that part.”
There’d been a lot of other things to talk about.
“It’ll be fine.” Shrugging, Kennedy straightened and settled down into clenching his cheeks to play with the plug. “You’re here, so worst-case scenario, you tell me to stop talking and make it a Dom thing.”
That wasn’t a bad idea actually.
