Page 12 of Experiments in Love
“Yes, I will send you one tonight. I can text it to you or email you a link. You just need to decide how you want to get it.” Anson paused for another second, studying me. “I’m going to send you a very detailed one. You just need to do your best, and if you don’t know what something means or how to answer it, you can skip that part. We’ll go over any of those in detail before we include them in a scene. Does that make sense?”
Yeah, I’d made the right call.
That was a lot of words to process at once.
“Yes. I answer the ones I can, and if something is confusing, I leave it blank and we’ll talk about it together. Anything I leave blank we won’t do until after we talk about it.” Thinking for that part had been a smart decision. “I think that is a good way to do it because I’ll probably have questions.”
But I was going to answer all the easy ones right off the bat.
Green or red.
Yes or no.
Everything that sounded wonderfully fun was getting checked yes so I could come when we had our date.
“Perfect. When you read over mine, if you have any questions, you can write them down and we’ll go over those together. I want you to understand anything that we might do, so questions are very important.” Anson pressed his lips together for a moment, looking more serious. “Even if you think I’ll be upset or if it’s embarrassing. Do I make myself clear?”
Technically yes.
“Are you sure you want questions even if I think you’ll get upset?” People always got upset. “I want this to work, but whatyou’re saying and what I’ve had past experience with are very different.”
One side of his mouth curled up. “Yes. Even if you think I’ll get upset. But as long as you’re being honest with me, we’ll be fine. Worst-case scenario and there’s something big that we can’t agree on? Then I introduce you to the right people in the local BDSM community. There is a Dom for you even if that turns out not to be me.”
But I wanted it to be him.
“You’ve got a nice smile and I don’t annoy you. I really don’t want to start over.” I was glad when he chuckled and kissed me again. “Oh, and you’re very sexy and you fuck with me really well. You had my brains completely scrambled.”
And thepleased with himselflook was back.
“Thank you.” Leaning in, he kissed right under my ear and chuckled as I shivered. “Part of that is because we’ve been talking for longer than you think.”
“It’s not the talking that’s melting my brain.” My slightly smart-ass comment got another low laugh from him. “It was your hand.”
“You seemed to be enjoying it.” He nibbled on my ear, making a sexy sound when I whined. “You’ve also been a very good boy for me. Do you remember what that meant?”
“My reward.” Whatever it was would be incredible, I just knew it. “What…what do I get?”
Another chuckle sent a shiver through me. “You can ask for anything you want, but I’ll tell you specifically if you ask for something that is outside of my limits.”
“And you can’t get angry about that because we’re still going over limits.” I felt better when he pulled back enough to nod and I could see his face. “I would like…”
There were too many options.
I tried to sort through them all, but I didn’t know where to start.
“Kennedy, what are you thinking?” Anson didn’t look mad when I looked at him, but he did seem concerned at the very least. “You’ve been processing that question for a while.”
Oh.
“Um, there are a lot of options, and I was trying to pick one but I don’t know how to do it.” I hoped he wouldn’t get frustrated with me for being indecisive, but I waited to see what would happen.
“I think that’s a very reasonable reaction.” Anson paused, raising one eyebrow.
He knew I’d been preparing for the worst?
I wasn’t sure how I felt about that, so I ignored it. “Thank you.”
He seemed like he was trying not to laugh at me but that was better than yelling. “What we’re going to do, then, is I’m going to give you some options and you’re going to react to them for me.”
