I was almost sure I wanted him as my life mate, but not quite ready to make that commitment so quickly. Although I felt in my heart that Argen was different, I’d made mistakes with men before.
I ate a little more from my plate even though I wasn’t all that hungry anymore. First meal had been hours before, and I completely missed the second meal. Normally, I would have eaten it all had my appetite for food not deserted me.
I finished quickly, got up to take my tray to the return window, and walked out of the mess hall with Argen’s hand at the small of my back.
Like all of the Uatu warriors, Argen was big. I am 5’7,” and the top of my head was even with his shoulder. He’d lost some of his bulk during his ordeal, but his musculature was still sculpted and impressive. The guy was sexy hotness from head to toe, and I wanted him.
I also had affection for him and wanted to soothe the pain that sometimes flickered in his aquamarine eyes. Maybe I couldn’t take it away, but perhaps I could make him forget it for a while.
When we got to my cabin, I took his hand and led him into the bedroom and turned to face him beside the bed. I commanded the lights to low and took his other hand looking up at him.
“Argen, I really want you. Can we just share sex for now? There are supplies in the dispenser.” I felt suddenly self-conscious, and I don’t know why I should. For whatever reason, I needed that control over what was happening between us.
“That will do for a start,solmatu,” he said softly and drew me against him for a kiss.
He held my face in his hands and looked into my eyes for a long moment before kissing my forehead, then my nose, and each cheek before his lips settled on mine. I leaned into him squeezing my breasts against his hard chest and my belly against his erection, wrapping my arms around him.
Argen put one arm around me and cradled the back of my head in his hand. As soon as I felt his tongue against my lips, I opened for him and welcomed him inside, swirling my tongue around his. I brazenly raised on my toes to press my mons against his hard cock with our clothes between. His hand slid down to my ass, and he pushed me tighter against his cock.
We both moaned at the delightful sensations that raced through our bodies. Argen seemed in no hurry to proceed, content to savor our kiss and tease me with our clothes between us. But that was enough to bring on my first orgasm.
When he chuckled as he felt me shaking against him, I knew he had done it on purpose and that he was just getting started. His lips were back on mine momentarily as I shuddered and made little mewing sounds in my throat with each contraction.
Eventually, his fingers went to the fastenings of my uniform top and started pulling them apart like Velcro. When he’d fully opened it, he pushed it off my shoulders and let it fall to the floor. I stood looking up at him with my shoulders back, presenting my breasts for his appreciation. He couldn’t resist tweaking my erect nipples with his thumbs, sending erotic jolts to my clit.
Watching my face, he pinched them between his thumbs and forefingers eliciting delicious sensations between my thighs. I closed my eyes and made a humming sound of pleasure. Then he cupped my breasts that were just the right size for his hands to squeeze and massage them. It. Felt. So. Good.
Just being in the same room with Argen was pretty sweet. After savoring the feel of his hands on me for a moment, I opened my eyes, and he was watching my face. I smiled at him affectionately, then reached for the opening of his shirt which had the same kind of closures as mine.
Only I didn’t stop with his shirt. I opened his trousers as well, freeing that long, thick cock I had only felt before. Just looking at it made my mouth water. I pushed off his shirt and let it fall then pushed down his trousers and stroked his cock with my hands eliciting an approving groan from him. I started to go down on my knees to pleasure his cock with my mouth, but he gripped my arms and stopped me.
“Not until you’re mine,” he said softly. But I could see by his longing expression it was hard for him to resist. I knew how he felt even though I had made the rules.
I nodded a bit ruefully and put my arms around his shoulders and neck hugging him with my breasts pressed against his bare chest. The low growl he made in his throat told me he liked that. His arms came around me and squeezed me just a little tighter against him. Turning up my face to look at him, I parted my lips inviting his kiss.
His mouth settled onto mine for another long, passionate kiss.