Page 48 of Alice Carver Manifests Her Perfect Life
I might find out about the GlowCycle gym Charlotte goes to and different payment options.
I am grateful for:
Private meeting rooms
Date: Thursday 5 JanuaryTime: 9.10pm
My thoughts and reflections:
My overpowering thought at the moment is that Astrid is very lucky she came across Aziz at university, and got him to sign a marriage certificate, because her personality is largely repellent and has just got worse over time. She’s been beastly to me this evening. She came home in a bad mood because she got a bit wet and took it all out on me. She accused me of stealing her umbrella, which I denied. I pointed out that I, too, was wet, and that if I’d stolen her umbrella, surely I’d be using it. Then when I tried to strike up a conversation with her about GlowCycle and spending some quality time together as sisters, she said there’s no way she’s joining GlowCycle and that I need to stop trying to manipulate her to get things I want and start paying for myself. Then she opened the wine fridge to get a glass of the Friulano wine, made a big fuss about the bottle being nearly finished, went to get another bottle and seemed aghast that there were only two left. I pointed out that it’s horrible wine and has given me nasty headaches. Astrid was rude and said that it was more likely the after-effects of drinking nearly four bottles of wine by myself over two days and that I owed her £80.
I said, ‘What the fuck, that’s insanely expensive,’ and thatI’d never buy toxic wine at that price and that if anything she should be asking for a refund. She said I was welcome to get her a refund or pay her, and to stop stealing her wine if I wanted to stay here.
Upon reflection, I can’t help thinking how many people there are in my life – friends, family, colleagues – who would benefit from doing the kind of thing I am doing right now, reflecting, thinking, becoming a better person. Astrid could certainly do with being less of a twat. So could Cara. And Charlotte. Lydia won’t manage it, but she should at least try. The more I think about it, the more I realise I am surrounded by twats. I might message Drunk Stephen so we can talk about twats in the workplace. (Although he himself is also guilty of being a twat on occasion – I had to invoke wicker again today.)
God. No wonder it’s hard for me to get my life in order.
I ask the Universe:
To help other people be less awful.
Guide Post™
Are you tuned into the right frequency or could you take the time to re-tune? If you’re seeing some results with manifesting, but progress is slower than you’d like it to be, it could be that you’ve fallen into ‘negative energy spaces’.
As Albert Einstein said, ‘Manifesting**is energy.’ But ask yourself: am I manifesting therightenergy?
***Words slightly adapted from the original but the sense remains identical.
Guide Post™
Answer the following questions:
1. Do you surround yourself with negative people and let them steal your positive energy? How to notice negative people: slumped posture, negative talk, whiny, sad, critical, rude…
I mean, hello?! Yet again, the Universe has responded to my need. Thank you, Universe. But when you read this… scary! How on the nose can you get? Literally describing Astrid here. Apart from the slumped posture, but that’s only because she does shitloads of Pilates. Her true self is slumped. And Yaz who sits next to me – really whiny and negative. Cara – so critical. Lydia – rude. And all the rest of the team – where do I start? No wonder I’m having problems! I knew they were all twats, but to find out they’re also blocking me from having my perfect life… of course I can’t manifest when I’m surrounded by such negative people. At least I know now it’s everyone else’s fault!
2. Do you allow negative talk airtime? It’s your station – control what goes out there!How to notice negative talk: you may use words like ‘can’t’, or find you’re making judgements or blaming. Blasphemy and swearing can be prevalent. Negative words breed negative thoughts…
Doesn’t really apply to me. I’m quite supportive of others.
3. Do you allow negative air into your lungs? When you breathe negative you live negative. How to notice negative air: often the air doesn’t smell as pleasant as it should. Sulphur, burning, bitter, acrid smells can be a sign your air is negative. You can also feel negative air: feeling hot or cold, headaches, tiredness are all symptoms.
Well, this is a real eye-opener. I’m dealing with negative air literally all the bloody time! Constantly breathing it in. It’s remarkable I do as well as I do.
If you recognise your life in any of the above, re-tune your life using simple tips from WAVEGUIDES: TUNING INTO POSITIVE ENERGY™
Date: Friday 6 JanuaryTime: 6.30pm
My thoughts and reflections:
I am taking this opportunity to reflect on how amazingThe Guideis and to be grateful. That Guide Post yesterday found its way to me at the perfect time.
I woke up sprightly and alert and before my alarm this morning, the tube arrived as I did, and I got to work twenty minutes early! I took a second outside the building to arm myself against Lydia’s toxic energy, and entered reciting my affirmations:‘I surround myself with positive energy. I am living my best life. My heart is pure.’And it worked, because she wasn’t even there yet. It was still Clyde, who does like me, and he gave me a wink and called me ‘ma’am’. (He’s very flirty as well as very fit. We had a little snog at the summer do, but turns out he is also very young, so we left it there.)
I’d nipped into the Tesco Metro by the tube station and bought some basil (they didn’t have sage or eucalyptus) and some matches ready to clear the negative air near Yaz, but the Universe threw me another line – Yaz was off work. So I drank my matcha tea, said a casual hi to a couple of people who arrived after me and flicked through the post. And yes, I will admit that maybe a tiny grain of doubt did momentarily enter my mind when I tore open the large creamenvelope and saw the stiff, heavy gold-rimmed christening invitation.
Mr and Mrs Tristan Cavendish request the pleasure of your company at Little Minchcombe church, and afterwards at the Lamb, on Saturday, 24 June, to celebrate the joyful arrival of Edgar Austen William Augustus Cavendish.
