Page 68 of Hide and Seek
“Yes.”
I don’t miss the flicker of surprise in his gaze. He didn’t expect me to admit it.
“And you’ve been fucking him, not just fucking with him,” he continues, his expression daring me to deny it.
It’s been a week since the first time Myles challenged me to hunt him in the woods, and we’ve fallen into a routine where he turns his statue around so I can see him get ready to go for a run. Then he gives the camera a smirky grin or a sassy wink as he leaves his room.
It's happened every day without fail, even with school starting up again earlier this week.
Some days I’ll give him a head start before I make my way to the woods to seek him out, and other days I’m ready and waiting to start the game as soon as he steps outside Boone House.
Then the real fun starts, and when I finally catch him, he gives his token resistance until I tie him up and bend him over.That’s when he fully gives in, and I fuck him until he comes so hard he almost blacks out.
And the best part isn’t how he doesn’t hold back when he runs from me, and he doesn’t half-ass his efforts to hide. He takes the game as seriously as I do, but that’s only half of the fun for me. The other half comes from watching him battle his inner demons as he tries to escape while I tie him down. He wants me; he just doesn’twantto want me, and the moment he finally lets go and allows me to have total control over him is the most incredible and intense thing I’ve ever experienced.
It’s messed up, and it doesn’t make any sense, but instead of getting bored with him, each time is better than the last and makes me want him even more.
Watching him come apart on my dick as I fuck him is everything, and so is how he doesn’t hold back or hide any of his reactions from me. Having that kind of power over him is as addictive as it is erotic, and it’s the first time that sex hasn’t been a chore for me andI’vebeen able to let go and fully enjoy it.
I’ve never fucked a guy before Myles, but being with him feels completely natural, and I don’t give a fuck that he’s a guy or that he has a dick. Like my brother, I’ve never labeled myself or my sexuality, but others have. To the outside world, I’m straight, but that doesn’t mean I’m only into women.
Before Myles, I’d never been interested in anyone, and the few times I was horny enough to want to fuck someone, women were my only options. I would have fucked a guy if I found one I wanted to hook up with, and now that I have, I don’t want to stop fucking him.
I’m not sure how Jace figured it out, but it doesn’t matter. If he’s asking me directly, then I’m going to tell him the truth. We’ve never kept secrets from each other, and the fact that we’re both hiding shit now doesn’t sit right with me. It’s time to come clean and gain some of his trust back.
I nod, confirming his suspicions.
The hardness fades from his eyes and is replaced by something I’ve only seen a handful of times in our entire lives. He looks hurt.
Jace and I aren’t just twins. We’re two parts of the same soul. He’s literally my other half, and just like he’s the only one who can hurt me, I’m the only one who can hurt him.
“How long has it been going on for?” he asks.
“Almost a week.”
He drops his arms and leans his hip against the edge of his desk. “How did you go from fucking with the kid to actually fucking him? That kinda goes against the whole observe from afar aspect of what you weresupposedto be doing.”
“He’s different,” I say, not sure how else to explain it. “He figured out I was watching him pretty much as soon as I started, and he reached out to me just before the break.”
“Reached out to you?” He shoots me a confused look. “How the fuck did he do that?”
I tell him about the clues I left behind in his room and how he used the messages in his window to confirm that I was watching him.
“Christ on a bike, bro,” he says before I can tell him more. “And you answered him?”
I nod.
He lets out a theatrical sigh. “What else. I know that’s not the whole story.”
I fill him in on how those messages led to our first game of hide and seek, and how he jerked off for me when he knew I was watching. I also tell him about how Myles found the cameras and how he blocked one and turned the other around so I can only see him on them when he wants me to.
He doesn’t interrupt, but his expression is unamused, and he waits until I pause my story to speak again.
“And I’m guessing things evolved from there if this has been going on for the last week.”
“Yeah,” I confirm. “I spoke to him. That’s when things really changed.”
“Spoke to him?” Jace’s expression is unamused. “Like verbally spoke to him?”
