Page 66 of The Bodyguard and the Alpha

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I could just stay here.

Chapter 60

Bastien

I scooped my mate into my arms. Her head lolled back against my forearm. Her eyes were open but unseeing.

Something had sent her into a deep state of distress. Why hadn’t I pursued the topic of her panic attacks earlier?

Gently, I manoeuvred my body onto the bed, my back against the headrest, settling her tiny body more securely into my arms.

Then I began to purr and I opened the bond, letting all of my feelings free.

I love you.

I can’t do this without you.

Don’t leave me.

I need you.

Was I getting through? I couldn’t tell.

I’m sorry I didn’t tell you that you were my mate the moment I saw you. I was trying to respect your choice. I didn’t want to pressure you.

But every day I struggled with the desire to tell you.

I tried to show you how I felt. Feeding you. Taking you special places. I was courting you.

But you didn’t know it.

I’m so sorry.

I dropped my head down to her neck.

She hadn’t responded to any of my words, but her scent was less sour.

It would work. It had to work.

I fell in love with you the moment I met you, but everything I learned about you only made me want you more.

The cute way you scrunch your nose up when you taste food you don’t like.

Your courage. The way you never hesitate to protect me.

I paused.

Okay, I hate that one. The idea that you would take a hit meant for me has been hard to live with. As your Alpha, it’s my job to protect you. But it was what you wanted and I couldn’t deny you the chance to shine in your chosen career.

I’m so proud of you baby.

I had to take a breath, swallow the lump in my throat. Nuzzling her ear, I just breathed.

Her body had been too cold when I lifted her from the floor but now she felt warm against my chest.

Get closer.

Skin to skin.

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