The way he moaned and the lust that fired through our bodies as he ground his hips in circles confirmed I was on the right track.
“Sin, I just—” But he groaned as I squeezed my ass again. His lips found my neck, the firm muscles of his chest and stomach stamped into my back.
Caspian had the same expression he did ten years ago when we first made love, even though it was me fucking him back then.
It was a look of total abandon as he gave himself to me for the briefest second and forgot all the fury which tended to dominate him.
Kai was still present between us, but he was so absorbed in Melanie that it was as if we only happened to be part of his bond.
And, really, we deserved it.
If we moved to the upper floors, we could feel them more clearly. But Caspian has thoroughly buried himself inside me and I didn’t want to interrupt him, no matter how much I liked to spoil his fun.
“If you could fuck me properly rather than humping at me, that might help,” I said.
“Shut up,” he growled as he thrust again.
I let out a shout as pleasure thumped through me, soaring down my veins to tingle at the ends of my fingers and toes.
I lifted my heels to give him a better angle.
Normally when we fucked, we were pleasuring or performing for Kai, so it was rare to have space to feel him so intensely.
It meant I could let myself go into him, and not worry about the state of my desk as another thrust creaked it, and I cried out.
My mate really was good at fucking, no matter how awful his personality could be.
“This is what you like, isn’t it?” he asked as he pressed even harder onto my wrists. “You like being fucked by an alpha bigger than you?”
I gave him a pointed look from my right eye, though it didn’t last for long. The moment his cock pistoned deep into me, my eyelids fluttered and I groaned as my body sparked for him.
“I like being fucked byyou,” I sighed. “You’re the one I want, Caspian, not some ‘big alpha’.”
I didn’t need to feel the stutter of his hips to know I’d thrown him off. The way his heart beat did that for me.
I adored the way he looked away from me, refusing to meet my gaze, wonderfully shy because I’d shown him ‘some actual fucking emotion’, as he liked to say.
I’d never intended to act this way in life. I didn’t go out of my way to be cold and emotionless. But one of the benefits was my mate couldn’t handle it when I did open up to him.
Another growl snapped from him as he compensated by thrusting into me so hard I nearly came again.
Eyes rolling, body shuddering, it was only the desk and Caspian’s firm hold which kept me from collapsing.
He would never admit how fascinated he was that whenever he thrust into me, I cried out, both of us sharing the overwhelming pleasure he brought me.
But the problem with Caspian was he was awful at dealing with his feelings. So, instead of taking my lips and kissing me like both of us wanted, he chose to lean closer.
“Liar,” he laughed as his teeth rode my shoulder blade. “That’s exactly what you like. You like being a little bitch and submitting to your alpha.”
All my softness and love for Caspian suddenly cracked as fury whipped through me so fast it left me breathless.
A snarl ripped from me as I flung my head back, hitting his nose with my head. He let out a shout as I jerked my hips backwards, shaking us both.
“Sin! What are you doing?”
“Try it again, Caspian,” I growled as I yanked my elbow back, freeing one hand from his grip.
I swung backwards, hoping to catch him with my fist, but even buried seven inches inside me, his defence training still came into play. He batted my hand away, dropping his weight to crush my back and chest.