Page 68 of See You Soon
Danny's watching me as I furrow my brows, mouth gaping open, breasts bouncing, with each pounding stroke, and incoherent sounds coming from my lips.
"I love hearing you scream.” Danny's eyes are dark, so sinister, his husky voice groans out and he picks up his speed, a tear falls down my cheeks, as he finishes inside of my ass. His dark sandy blonde hair's messy and it sends me in shambles of attraction. The pain hurts so good and I don't know who I am anymore.
I no longer feel like a mouse caught trapped in his kinks.
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As we lay in silence, I’m stuck wondering on how both Danny and Shane keep appearing in my life. Is it fate? Coincidence? The feeling I got from each of them,very different.
Another night of no sleep. Danny has to leave in a few hours. The morning was approaching and I dreaded it. I wanted to enjoy every single second with him before he has to leave. These past three days were a whirlwind of craze and I couldn't keep up with it.
We cleaned ourselves up again before we headed to sleep.
I'm laying on my side with my head resting on Danny's arm. He had pulled my waist close to his so his groin rested on my ass, our feet intertwined with each other.
"How are you feeling?" He hums into my ear.
I scoff.
"Broken." My body was bruised, bleeding, and yet still craving more.
He lets out a short laugh.
"Don't worry. I'm leaving.”
He’s leaving.
My heart sinks into my stomach, my smile fades, and I'm instantly upset at his reminder.
“I might not be here when you come back. It's a short contract I signed and I should be in North Carolina in about a month or so.”
He stays quiet, listening to me talk. Silence swallows us whole. Anything is better than silence. I don’t like it when Danny stays silent instead of opening up to me. I never knew where his head's at. What he would be saying or doing next,he's unpredictable.
"Danny..."
"Hmm?"
"What are we? Like what is this?" I’m staring out his window. His blinds are open and I’m watching the stars twinkle in the sky awaiting his response. I typically wouldn’t confront someone about something I needed to address. I usually held it inside. But this is a new era.
Danny’s body stiffens and I feel like I’ve ruined such a peaceful moment. These moments after sex were always so cozy but I knew if I didn’t ask him I would be stuck wondering about our relationship. When Danny leaves, our communication will disappear along with him.
Danny made it clear to me a few months ago, he didn’t commit to any woman. Why would I be any different? I gave myself to him knowing the consequences of getting attached.
“I think it’s pretty obvious, Cherry.You’re mine.“
My heart skips a beat.
“One thing you need to understand about me, Ari, is that I’m not a man of words but a man of actions. I won’t tell you how I feel,I will show you.”
Blood rushes to my cheeks.
“You’re not supposed to be here and I’m not supposed to be around you like this, never mindhave you…” He pauses.
Confusion sets in but I don’t pry further. This is the most Danny’s opened up to me.
Danny catches me by surprise, grabs my jaw, and climbs on top of me again. He tightens his grip on my jaw, and I’m looking into his beautiful blue eyes, wincing.
“I’m already going to hell, I’ll do my best not to take you with me.” Then he’s crashing his soft lips to mine, moving my lips with his, engraving every second into my brain. He enters me, slowly, and I scratch his back as I take him in deeper.
