Page 46 of Only This Once
His hands moved to the button on his slacks before he remembered his lack of protection. “I don’t have a condom,” he mumbled, his eyes darting away.
“Go ahead and strip. I’ve got you covered.” She shifted up the bed before rolling to the side and reaching for her nightstand.
He stood, unbuttoning and unzipping his pants. They’d left their shoes at the door, he vaguely remembered, and he stripped his socks off with the pants, feeling like leaving them on would be weird.
There was a dampness to his loose boxers that his shirt tail covered, even tented out. It wasn’t the fluid that was a risk, it was the skin-on-skin contact from his dick, but he felt embarrassed by how hard and excited he’d become. He hesitated, his hands hovering over the buttons on his dress shirt.
Julia crawled down the bed toward him, a condom in her hand, but her forehead wrinkled in worry. “Jinx?” She dropped the condom on her wrinkled sheets and reached for his face, her fingers stroking through his hair as she forced him to look at her. “You still want to do this?”
He ached to be inside her, but one push and he’d probably lose it. “I’m—” His voice cracked, and he swallowed. “I’m really nervous.” His eyes met hers, letting her see the truth of his words.
Her frown eased into a gentle smile. “It’s okay. We can take it slow.” Her hands slid down his shoulders and over the top of his chest to the first button. “But you still want to? I need to hear you say it.”
“Yes.” The word came out solid, strong. “I want to. With you.” Some of the tension left him at saying it out loud. He was with Julia. Everything was going to be all right.
She undid the first button, her hands sliding down in a caress to the next one. “I want to, too.” Another button came undone, and his breath caught as she stroked over the revealed skin before moving to the next. “This is going to feel really good, Jinx. I promise.”
She finished unbuttoning his shirt, her hands making his skin tingle as they slipped under the material and up his bare chest before pushing his shirt off his shoulders. His arms felt trapped for a moment, making his heart skip, and then his shirt fluttered to the ground.
Her hands moved around to his back and down, rubbing just above his ass and making him rock forward as his dick throbbed. She stared at his erection tenting his boxers, her tongue flicking over her lips and making him swallow the needy whimper that rose.
“Do you want to do the boxers?” she asked.
He’d be naked once they were gone. He swallowed, every inch of his skin tingling as he fumbled with the waistband before drawing it down enough for the material to drop to his feet. His dick sprang free between them.
He didn’t have a huge dick, but it looked bigger fully erect. He stared down at it, a drop of precum glistening on the ruddy tip and a vein leading down to the root where his blond curls were darker than the ones on his head. Her hands slid around to his stomach, and he couldn’t hold back the choked whimper as her fingers followed the light trail of hair from his belly button down to where his skin dipped in at the top of his curls.
His hips kicked forward before he could stop them, worry flooding his mind, but her hand stopped without going closer to his dick.
“You’ve got such a pretty dick,” she said with an appreciative hum. Oh God, she was staring right at it. “Do you want me to put the condom on for you?” Her thumbs took away the last of his brain cells as they stroked above his pubic hair and made his dick strain toward her.
“I-I’ll do it,” he stuttered, fumbling for the condom on the bed.
She shifted back from him, propping herself up on her arms and opening her legs again. Seeing her damp pink slit and knowing her hungry gaze was still locked on his dick made him lightheaded. He ripped open the condom wrapper, hissing in a breath as he unrolled the condom down his dick. It bobbed again as it throbbed, and he held his breath, the ache so intense he worried he would come.
His hands dropped away as his chest heaved and he tried to calm down.
Julia was smiling at him, gentleness lightening her eyes. “Come here, Jinx. I want your weight on me.”
Crawling on the bed and between her legs, he sucked in a breath. His bare chest grazed her breasts, and her knees slid uphis hips, warm where they pressed against him. He stared down into her eyes. Her hands slid into his hair again, soothing while making his scalp tingle at the same time. His eyes slid shut as he rested his forehead against hers. He could feel the warmth of her pussy against the head of his dick through the condom. The urge to push into her made his body shake.
“Still good?” she asked, brushing a light kiss over his lips.
“I-I’m not sure,” he admitted. He was so hard and aching. What if he lost it as soon as he got his dick inside of her? Somehow that possibility seemed worse than when he’d come in his pants last time. He was really going to suck at this. He should have realized that earlier, but his mind had been so worried over the act itself that he hadn’t been worrying about being terrible at sex.
Her head tilted, and she was kissing his neck, her tongue flicking over his Adam’s apple and making him shudder more. “Want to stop?” she asked, her breath fluttering over his neck.
His hips tried to rock forward in protest of stopping. He struggled to hold himself still. “No.” He swallowed, his hands finding her head and pulling it back so he could look into her eyes again. “No.”
Her smile was warm and blazing, making her eyes sparkle in the lamplight. His mouth lowered so he could taste it, his mind calming at the familiar brush of their lips.
Her thighs shifted wider, and the tip of his dick pushed inside of her. He whimpered into her mouth, their kiss breaking as he threw his head back and rocked forward.
“That’s it. Start with the tip. I can’t wait for you to thrust inside of me.” She licked at his Adam’s apple, her hips arching up, and more of him slipped inside.
A broken sound fell from his lips as his hips thrust forward and his dick entered her fully. She was so warm and perfect, and then it was like her pussy squeezed around him, makingthe fit even tighter. “Oh God!” he cried out. His mind blanked and his hips jerked inside her as he lost it and flooded the condom. He collapsed on top of her, completely boneless while embarrassment crept inside, chasing the euphoric feeling of his orgasm away.
Chapter 14
