Page 36 of Begging for Mercy
video message
Oh, God.
My heart skips a beat as the video plays. The man strokes his cock with slow, steady movements, his breathing fast as his palm glides from the very base up past the tip. I watch, fascinated, at the subtle curve to the left and the way his skin pulls up over part of the head before he strokes back down. The video ends, and I watch it for a second time.
Don’t stop
I won’t come without you
Slip your fingers back inside your pussy and use your other hand to play with your tits
Rub your nipple with the tips of your fingers and thumb
Or you can pinch it
Whichever feels better
Let me know
I follow his guidance and slide my right hand between my legs while reaching up with my left. At first, I don’t feel much from rubbing my nipples, but once I pinch them between my fingertips, my back arches off the bed. I quickly turn on mymicrophone and record my next moan, whimpering as I think about him jerking off to the sound of my voice.
Is this something Zane would like, too, or is he simply not attracted to me at all?
My bubble of happiness deflates, and I let my nipple go and remove my fingers from my clit. I still ache, but only part of it is from my pussy.
Is Zane asexual?
It’s okay if he is. It might even make me feel better.
No. Did he tell you that?
Not in those words, but…
I wasn’t sure.
He said something about not having sex with people. I thought guys like him had sex all the time.
Unlike virgins like me, but I leave that part out.
Guys like him?
You know. Hot. Dangerous. Bad boys.
Like you.
Sex means different things to different people.
It’s not the same for him as it is for me.
Why are you curious?
I think about my response.
He says that he doesn’t want to have sex with me. I guess I’m used to that. But I got mixed signals. I’m probably overthinking it.
Forget I said anything
I’ll never forget anything you say.
