Page 96 of Defect
“You’re not scared of the future, Ezra?” I asked honestly.
“Nah. I’m not scared of the future because I know you’re in it. That’s all I need to be sure of everything that will happen. I hoped I was enough for you to not be scared of the future.” I squeezed my eyes shut and rubbed the space between them.
“You are enough,” I said adamantly. I meant it too.
“Then don’t let Amaris scare you. It’s her job to put things on your mind because she’s so practical. There’s nothing wrong with that but there’s one flaw in her reasoning when it comes to us, Solana.”
“And what’s that?” I asked him. He had me fully riveted.
“We’re impractical. We don’t follow the rules so the rules don’t apply to us. I’m not going anywhere. I don’t give a damn how frustrated I get. Men twice my age get frustrated and walk out on their families so age has nothing to do with it. It’s about love and responsibility. I’ve lost enough in my life at this point to know I don’t want to lose another motherfucking thing that I love. I love you. I’m not going to lose you.”
I swallowed down the thick lump of emotion clogging my throat and nodded at him. “I love you too,” I told him, finally. I had to stop holding those words in. Life was too short.
“I know you do.” He gave me a cocky smirk that set my body on fire but made my heart swell at the same time. “Come here and give me a kiss with your scared ass.” He held his arms out for me and I found my happy place right against his chest. He tipped my head back and pressed his warm mouth against mine.
Every fear I had melted away into a stream on the floor. It rushed away from me and was replaced with confidence in this grown ass man that showed up in my universe broken. Shit, I showed up in his universe broken too. We rebuilt together and now we were such integral parts of each other that there was no separating us.
Solana and Ezra against everything.
“You still want me to put a baby in you?” He asked. I felt his stiff dick pressing against me and I whined a little before pulling away from him.
“Yes, but I gotta find a lawyer and…”
“Uh huh. A lawyer and what else?” He asked in between kisses to my neck. I leaned my head to the side while Ezra’s big hands found my hips. I forgot what else I had to do. He was drowning me in his energy.
He was so fucking thick pressed against me that it was all I could concentrate on. “What else do you need to do, Solo?” He asked in that sexy gruff voice that made all my hairs stand on end and made my nipples turn to pebbles begging for his warm tongue.
“You,” I said reaching behind me to touch him. I slid my fingers up and down the back of his neck while he nibbled on my shoulders and slid his hands under my shirt. His fingers went right for my breasts, pinching my nipples. Tiny barbs of pain rushed through me. Ezra used his other hand to slide my leggings down and run his fingers along my pussy lips.
“We’re right in the middle of the studio,” I whispered like we were in front of an audience.
“Did you miss the big ass board across the window? Nobody can see in here right now. So grab those ankles for me, beautiful. I want to see that pretty wet pussy looking at me.” Something about his voice made me do whatever he asked. I grabbed my ankles so damn fast.
Ezra thrust into me and I cried out the minute he was fully seated inside of me. His dick was so addictive. His slid in and out of me slowly, making my knees far too weak to hold my weight.
“Ezra,” I called in a breathy tone. “You feel so good.”
“So do you,” he groaned deepening his long, hard strokes. He handled me like I’d been his forever. He lifted me up with his arms under my legs and bounced me on top of his dick.
“I love you,” I moaned while he fucked me nice and hard just the way I liked.
“I love you too, Solana.” He drilled deeper when he changed positions and started fucking me from behind. I thought I would explode from being too full of his thick cock. “You’re tiny but you take this big dick so well. You’re such a good girl.”
“I’m gonna come!” I squeaked. The feeling took me by surprise but I wasn’t mad. He had the key to my body and he was going to unlock everything he possibly could, including extremely fast orgasms that left me gasping for air.
He braced me against a nearby wall and I pressed my palms against it while he held on to my hips and pulled me back against his dick.
In and out.
In and out.
In and out.
My body sang his praises like a choir on Sunday morning. I came in a shower of shudders that forced my eyes shut. Then I felt him come. His dick stiffened and grew making my walls stretch and burn in the most beautiful way. It burned the way a sunset does right before the moon fills the sky. I was ablaze with all sorts of colors. Pink, gold, and purple danced behind my closed eyes.
“Dammit,” he cursed, setting me down on my feet. I found my leggings and held them in my hand for a minute before I put them on because I was in a fucking daze. Nothing made sense. “Your pussy is magic. I can eat it all night and never get full and fuck it all day and never get bored. I think I need to do something about that.”
“What are you going to do?” I asked, laughing. He picked up my left hand and kissed my fourth finger.
