Page 62 of Defect
“You’re falling for me?” The corners of his mouth lifted in a gentle smile that warmed me from the core. The feeling blossomed in my belly and I savored every bit of it.
“I am. I can’t help it. You don’t see what I see and sometimes it makes me sad, but you’re amazing.”
“If you say it then it must be true.” He squeezed my sides and my thighs pulsed.
“I’m not incapable of lying but I know what I feel.” I touched his ear and then brought my nails down his neck. The noise he made turned everything between my legs wet. “You have to get away from your mother so you can spread your wings, Ezra. She’s keeping you from reaching your full potential. You know I’m not trying to drive a wedge between you and her but…”
“You know what you feel,” he chuckled. I nodded my head and then kissed his throat. “I’ll figure out how to put distance between me and my mother.” His breathing grew shallow and his cock turned to steel beneath me.
I kissed his neck more, sliding down to his collarbones. His skin was so smooth and soft and he tasted so fresh. I couldn’t get enough of him. I knew I shouldn’t have been on him like that. Not in the middle of my studio with so many windows around but Ezra was my drug of choice and now that I finally let him into my veins, nothing was going to keep me from him. With my hands on his chest, I felt his heart chakra pulsing to life. It fed me unlike any food ever could.
“Ezra, do I make you happy?” I asked against his mouth.
“You make me feel at peace. You make me feel normal. You take away the pain.” He kissed me and I shut my eyes, pressing my palms against his chest harder. My hands heated and I felt his chest warm beneath my touch.
I wanted to take all his pain away even if it was only for a little while. I pulled away from his soft lips to press a kiss against his forehead. “Let’s not show Radcliff how nasty we can get.” I pointed to the windows and he laughed with a nod.
“I do have condoms, by the way.”
“Oh?” I stood up and looked at Ezra’s rock hard cock stretching from his sweatpants. How was I supposed to concentrate with that thing pointed at me?
“Yeah.” He stood up then grabbed my hips, pressing his erection against me.
“I think I need your help with something in the Reiki room.”
“I could definitely use a session,” he smirked. I giggled and ran off toward the back room. When Ezra caught me, he closed the door, locked it, and pinned me with his deep brown gaze.
“Show me where you need help,” I purred.
“I feel really stiff right here.” He gripped his big dick and I felt my stomach flop looking at how thick it was. I lowered to my knees, unable to contain the need to feel him in my mouth. I looked up in time to see him treat my eyes by lifting his t-shirt. I hooked my fingers in the waistband of his sweats and tugged them down with his underwear until his dick bounced out heavily. I licked my lips and wrapped my fingers around it. I couldn’t close my hand around his girth if I wanted to.
“Feels like your energy is flowing perfectly right here.” A smile lifted one side of my mouth.
“Oh yeah? I can’t tell.”
“I can help you feel it flow.” I stroked the head of his cock with my tongue before plunging as much of him in my mouth as I could. My lips stretched around him, easing more in.
“Fuck, Solana…” he hissed between clenched teeth. I cupped his balls in my hand and stroked them gently while I bobbed up and down on his dick. He gathered my hair in a ponytail at the back of my head and I slurped while I licked my way down his shaft.
“Fuck my mouth,” I moaned looking up at him. Saliva dripped from my lips and Ezra looked at me like he wanted to maul me.
“You shouldn’t say shit like that,” he warned.
“Why not?” I asked in between licks to his sensitive head.
“Because I might lose control.”
“Lose control, Ezra. I’m a big girl. Fuck my mouth.” I dragged my nails down his muscular thighs and he thrust into my mouth, making me gag. I loved it though. I loved the way my throat muscles contracted around him and made him groan then thrust harder.
I wanted him to lose control to see how good it could feel. How it could do wonders for his energy to not be so guarded all the fucking time.
When I felt his fingers in my hair, gripping and pulling while he fucked my mouth hard and fast, I was in heaven. My pussy was so wet I reached between my legs and massaged my aching clit to relieve some of the pressure that had built up.
“You look so fucking pretty on your knees, touching yourself.” His voice was rough and deep it sent chills down my spine. “Come here,” he pulled me up by my hair and I whimpered at the prickle of pain dancing across my scalp. He took my fingers in his mouth and stared in my eyes while he tasted how wet I was.
“Is your pussy this wet from sucking my dick, Solana?” I nodded, tucking my bottom lip between my teeth. Nerves bounced around my stomach while I stared up at his impossible size. He made me feel so tiny. It was thrilling and terrifying at the same time. “I did that?” He shoved his huge hand between my legs and cupped my pussy letting two of his long fingers slip deep inside of me. I shut my eyes and my knees buckled. “I did this?” He asked, pulling his fingers away and stretching my wetness between his fingertips. It was clear and slippery. He marveled at it.
“You did it all, Ezra. You make me so fucking wet.”
