Page 49 of Defect
“Friends…remember?” I said.
“Yeah, friends.” I pulled my chin down so that our lips were level and only breaths away from each other. “Fuck, I can’t do this shit,” he said. I knew he was right and I wasn’t making things any easier. I was supposed to be the older more mature one but I was sitting on top of him, grinding like a horny teenager.
“I know. This is so wrong,” I breathed. Ezra’s grip tightened on me as he slid his hands down to my waist.
“It is and if you keep moving like that I’m going to come in my shorts.”
“Okay…I’m gonna get up,” I told him, resting my forehead against his.
“Please hurry up before I can’t take back what I do to you.”
I wanted him to do it. Whatever it was. I was ready. My body was ready as fuck.
As hard as it was, I got up and went into the bathroom. I heard Ezra let out a frustrated growl from my bedroom and I couldn’t have agreed more. I felt the same damn way.
How was it that out of all the men I’d been with, Ezra was the best sex I’d never had?
“Yo, Solo. I’m out. I’ll see you later today.” He said from the other side of the bathroom door.
“Okay,” I said. I pulled the door open and stood on my tiptoes to hug him. He kissed the top of my head and squeezed my ass, making me gasp.
“I’m sorry,” he smirked. “It was too soft not to. I’m on my best behavior after this as long as you are too.”
“I am. We had a moment but we’re back. We’re good.”
“We’re good.” He took a step back and looked at me like he could see every inch of my skin beneath my t-shirt and shorts. My cheeks burned with a hungry smile.
Get a fucking grip Solana.
After Ezra left, I called Amaris. I needed an emergency kick-some-sense-into-Solana session. “Why are you calling me this early? Is everything okay?” Amaris asked when she answered the phone.
“Bitch. Get over here now. Bring stuff for mimosas. I’ll make eggs.”
“Solana, I don’t want your nasty vegan tofu eggs.”
“They’re good!” I squeaked.
“They’re not, sissy. I love you too much to lie to you. I’ll be there in a little while.” I laughed and ended the call then I looked out of the window just in time to see Ezra’s huge body climbing up the side of his house like a goddamn superhero. He must have felt my eyes on him because he turned to look over his shoulder. When he saw me, he waved before disappearing into his room.
God, that boy was going to ruin me.
I was used to teenagers being obnoxious and shallow but Ezra was deep. He was quiet and thoughtful. He’d experienced life hard and fast and it turned him into a different person.
I showered and washed my hair while I waited for Amaris to show up. I knew I’d probably see Ezra and his warden of a mother at the studio later today so I got dressed in something nice and simple. I chose a white sundress.
“Ooh, look at you. Must be dressed for your teenage lover,” Amaris said when I opened the door for her.
“I can’t look cute for myself?”
“No. Not this cute. So how did it go last night? What time did he leave? Because I know that’s why you called me over here. I could tell by the way you said bitch.” I hid my face in my hands hoping to find some relief from the burning of my cheeks.
“He left an hour ago.”
“Oh my god, Solana please tell me you didn’t have sex with that boy!” Amaris yanked my hands away from my face.
“I didn’t but we were close. I swear I came at least once from dry humping the fuck out of him.”
“Dry humping? Are you twelve?”
