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I was afraid though. I watched him walk to the bathroom then I slid off the counter and followed. “Do you feel…weird?” I quizzed in a quiet voice.
Titan looked at me over his shoulder and sighed. “No. We knew this moment was coming…or at least I knew.”
“I knew too,” I admitted with a nod. Titan moved aside and I cleaned up quickly while he pulled most of his clothes back on. I found my dress and stepped into it, not bothering to zip it. We’d be upstairs in the apartment soon.
I couldn’t read the silence wedged between us. I snagged a few lollipops and hard candies and sat under the counter. Titan sat beside me and took a hard candy. Our knees knocked against one another like they did when we were kids.
I peeled away the crinkly plastic from the lollipop and put it in my mouth. The smooth honey taste greeted my tongue like an old friend. I looked at Titan and my belly flopped. He was so damn fine. The way his gold chain gleamed against his smoky chocolate skin was art in and of itself.
I slid my pointer finger along the chain. It was simple with only a cross for a charm. When he felt me touching it, he took it off and put it around my neck. It hung down a little further on me. It felt like a celebrity gave me their autograph.
“I don’t feel weird or wrong or any of the things I should feel after fucking you the way I did.” My pussy sang his praises while I listened to him speak. I watched his jaw flex while he ate a honey hard candy. I wanted to be that candy so bad. “Makes me wonder how fucked up I really am in the head.”
“I don’t feel wrong either.” It was a noticeable absence too. I thought the shame would burn me at the stake. I thought I would drown in a sea of morals.
But all I felt was love. All I felt was relief.
I felt…happy.
“So what does that mean?” I quizzed.
“That means we’re two peas in a fucked up pod and we don’t care what anyone has to say about it.” Titan laughed a little. I tugged at my earlobe and he slapped my hand away. “Stop it.”
“Can we get in trouble for this?” I asked, swallowing. Honey slid down my throat as the lollipop got smaller between my lips.
“Nah. Not like what you’re thinking. We won’t go to jail or anything like that.” Titan stared at me and ran his thumb over my chin dimple. “The conversations we used to have under here have changed drastically.” I couldn’t help laughing. I nodded and fingered the chain Titan gave me.
“Like you said, we’re not the same kids anymore. We’ve lost everything.” My laughter gave way to tears as I thought about my mother. Titan pulled me closer and I rested my head on his shoulder.
“We found each other though. It might not be the way our moms would have wanted but it’s real.” His fingers felt like sunshine in my hair. They were warm on my scalp. The feeling rained down my neck and soaked my shoulders.
“I miss her. I miss them,” I sniffled.
“Me too, Ivy.” He kissed my forehead.
We sat under the counter like we did on summer days with sticky lips and secrets shared between us. Our secrets were much bigger and deeper now. We’d still protect them however we had to though.
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CHAPTER NINE
The small apartment over Honey Sugar inhaled and exhaled every time Ivy moaned while I was between her legs. I tried to take things slowly. I tried not to give in to the cravings roaring in my mind but she was too sweet. How could I not?
I was going to let our first time together linger in the air. I was going to back in case I was too intense. Ireallytried.
Then I saw her bending over, straightening something on the floor and my mouth watered. She didn’t have on panties and her pretty smooth pussy begged for my lips and tongue. I was a beast eating her pussy from the back. Eventually, her legs got too weak to hold her up. I ended up laying her on her back with her legs draped over my shoulders while I licked and sucked on her.
I still had a piece of the hard candy she gave me when we were downstairs. It mixed beautifully with her natural flavor. Her moan fell like rain when I rolled the slippery honey candy over her stiff clit. I used my tongue to control how fast I slid it back and forth across her sensitive pussy.
She squeaked when I wrapped my lips around her and slurped her sweet juices. They lingered on my tongue and lips and I went in for more. I wanted to overdose on her. Once the candy had dissolved into nothing, I continued to feast on Ivy.
She wet up the sheet. She wet up my beard. She was silky and slippery and my dick was hard just from tasting her on my tongue. I kissed a path from her stomach to her neck and then I shared her flavor by kissing her full lips.
“I want you to taste how good we are together.”
“Sin on sin,” she purred. Her tongue darted out and licked my lips. She was right. We were sin on sin but when we came together it felt so beautiful I couldn’t deny it anymore.
“Nothing this beautiful could be a sin.” I pinned her hands above her head and penetrated her tight pussy in one thrust. I fucked her and captured her soft moans like raindrops in a bucket.
