Page 84 of Trust Issues
“To the fucking moon and back.”
“I love you too. That’s exactly what I was going to tell you when I came to your job. I made us a picnic lunch and everything. Then I fucked it all up because I got scared. I got cold feet and picked a fight like a punk bitch.”
“To be fair, that was a pretty good time to pick an argument.” I shrugged my shoulders and rubbed my thumb across her knuckles. It still hurt me to look at the way anxiety had ravaged the sides of her fingers and the way her nails had been bitten to nubs. “I should have told you the moment I realized it, Kyle.”
“This is in no way your fault though. You were right about me sabotaging us. You were right about me clinging to my high standards because they were a comfy wall I’d built around myself. I just hope you can forgive me.” I heard the sincerity in her voice and I couldn’t do anything but forgive her. She was being vulnerable. She was apologizing and she was asking for forgiveness. That meant the all mighty Kyla Bradshaw was relinquishing control in the name of love.
“How could I stay mad at the woman I love?” I cupped her face in my hands and stared at her. I didn’t kiss her. I didn’t want to yet. Instead, I slid my finger over her chin then up to her pouty lips. “You mean the world to me, Kyle.” I picked up her hands and began to kiss each bitten finger. I felt her stiffen in my grasp but I didn’t let her hands go.
“Max, why are you kissing my fingers? They’re all bitten up and…” Her voice wobbled a bit but I kept kissing them.
“Because I want to kiss away every time you felt confused and scared and I wasn’t here to help you through it. Promise me you won’t push me away like that again.” When I kissed her last raw finger, she broke down in tears. I held her for as long as I needed to.
When the tears dried, I kissed her lips and absorbed the way her body melted against mine. “I’ll never push you away again,” she told me with every bit of conviction she could muster.
The next kiss we shared turned ravenous. We’d been away from each other for weeks and were starved. I pinned her to the couch and pushed her sundress up around her waist. I wanted to taste her pussy because it was my favorite way to stay hydrated but every cell in my body begged to be inside of her.
“Kyle, if I don’t make love to you right now I’m going to lose my fucking mind.”
“Don’t make love to me. Fuck me like you missed me.” The feral look in her eyes made me come unglued. My dick was so fucking hard that it ached.
I freed my cock and rubbed it against her wet slit. The slippery sound it made drove me insane. I pushed inside of her and groaned at how good she felt. How tight and juicy her cunt was.
I was home.
Kyle dug her knuckles into my shoulders and cried out once I started stroking her walls. I wasn’t nice about it either. She wanted me to fuck her like I missed her and that’s exactly what I did.
I missed the fuck out of her.
She must have missed me too because she was so wet her sweetness rolled down my balls and coated my thighs. I kept digging into her. I wouldn’t be able to stop until I had my fill.
Kyle was mine.
She’d never get away from me again if I could help it.
I buried my face in the crook of her neck and sank my teeth into her sweet chocolate flesh. She whined but she didn’t ask me to stop. I think she knew I was claiming her once and for all. There would be no more wondering how I felt. She would be able to see it, feel it, smell it, and taste it.
I loved her and I would prove it every day in every way she let me.
“Max, I’m going to come!” She shouted digging her heels into the top of my ass.
“Good. Me too. Let me feel your pussy drown my cock first.” Her moans were nasty and erotic and they were going to unravel me quickly. I felt the first wave of her orgasm and I slowed my rhythm. I had to savor the thick and unrelenting pulsing of her pussy around my dick.
Damn…
I pulled her earlobe into my mouth and I felt the second wave hit. Her body trembled and her breathing turned so shallow I didn’t know if she was getting enough oxygen. “I love you,” she moaned over and over until I couldn’t hold on anymore. I barely made it out of her before I exploded. The sight of my cum covering her pretty pussy was a sight to behold and I wanted to stare at it as long as I possibly could.
“I love you too, baby,” I told her once I found my voice again.
I went to get a washcloth to clean her up and found Barks hiding in the bathroom. I laughed a little and apologized for scaring him off. He didn’t want to hear my shit though. “Hey, Kyle…do you ever think about having another baby one day?” I didn’t want to offend her but I’d been thinking about all kinds of shit since we hadn’t been speaking and that was one of them.
“With you, I’d definitely think about it but it would take a lot more healing on my part. I can’t even lie, Max. I’m not opposed to it. Just…not right now.”
“I can’t argue with that,” I smiled.
I respected her wishes because I knew for a fact that I’d be there to walk with her while she continued to heal from her past trauma. That’s what it meant to love someone and I loved Kyle with everything I had in me. I always would.
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