Page 65 of Margot
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
MARGOT
I was absolutely insane for driving in the snow to Red Wing Realty. Overnight, seven inches fell on the ground and even though the crews were out plowing and salting the roads, they were still pretty fucked up.
I couldn’t stay at home when Lennox texted me the next day and told me he came into work for a few hours. We both knew what that meant. It was the only time we could sneak away and see each other.
Being with him was like heroin in my veins.
It was the warmth that I craved. Nothing would stop me from going to him. Not even snow. I got dressed and made a beeline for him.
I was parked in front of Red Wing in fifteen minutes. When I walked up to the doors and knocked, Lennox appeared and opened the office for me. When I stepped inside, the heat gripped me in a hug. Lennox was next. The way he pressed my body against his like he couldn’t live without me made me tremble in his arms.
“You act like you didn’t just see me last night,” I smiled. “Like you didn’t fuck the shit out of me last night.” I was glad the office was empty because Lennox wasted no time kissing me.
“Every time I see you it’s like the first time,” I said. He swept me into his arms and carried me into his office.
“How are you feeling today?” He sat down in his office chair and I straddled him.
“Better now.” I touched his beard and tugged on it until his lips were brushing against mine. “Always better when I’m around you.”
“Good. That’s what I like to hear.” He gripped my ass in both of his strong hands and I giggled. It came from such a good place. I shrugged out of my coat and draped it over the arm of his chair. My hair fell in loose waves around my shoulders and Lennox couldn’t wait to touch it.
“I had a dream about you last night,” I told him in between kisses to his full lips.
“Did you? What was it about?” God, I loved the way he played in my hair. My body tingled from head to toe.
“I dreamt you were sleeping beside Sutton but you were thinking about me. You were torn. It was almost like I could feel the pain in your heart. I hated it, Lennox. I’d never want to hurt you.” I let my fingers slide down his neck. I wanted to kiss him but I came there to tell him something important. Not to get wrapped up in him or how sexy he was or how good he made me feel.
“If this thing we have is going to hurt you in the long run, we can’t keep it going.” Those words felt bitter on my tongue. Trying to part ways with Lennox was surprisingly difficult. It was like he’d been ingrained in my soul.
“Margot, I told you when we were in Honolulu that I’m not letting you go. We’ll find some way to make it work.” His grip on me got tighter and it made my pussy ache with need.
“You’re not going to leave your wife though, are you?” I lifted my eyebrow and waited for his answer even though I knew what it would be. I didn’t expect to see the sad look in his eyes though.
“You know the answer to that, Margot. I’ll never leave Sutton. I’ll never leave you either though. So like I said, we have to figure something out. My life won’t be the same without you.”
I placed my hand over his heart and tried to soak in the memory of its beat.
Thump.
Thump.
Thump.
“I’m not strong enough to share you. I haven’t even known you for a month and I want you to myself. I love you and I know how fucking insane that is but…”
“I must be just as insane as you because I love you too, Margot. This shit is driving me crazy but I don’t want you to ever feel like you have to share me.”
“That’s what I’m doing,” I said. “I want to be the only person who kisses you like this.” I brought my lips to his and pulled each one into my mouth. Top then bottom. “I want to be the only one who kisses your neck and makes your dick hard.” I tipped my head to one side then kissed and sucked on his neck, nibbling my way down to the collar of his white button-down shirt.
“My dick only gets this hard when you’re around.” Lennox leaned back in the chair and I continued kissing and sucking on his neck.
“See, I don’t want to share this.” I rocked my hips against his cock and he groaned like I was killing him. “This dick belongs to me.”
“It does? Why don’t you prove it?” His deep voice turned to gravel and it scraped against me until I was grinding on his dick like a fucking possessed demon. Lennox’s long fingers plucked open each button on my black blouse until my pink bra was exposed.
“Nice,” he smirked in that confident way that made me crazy.
