“Thank you,” I sniffled. I turned to look at him and saw a sad smile on his face. It was like he knew too.
“Come here, Margot.” Lennox held his hand out for me and I stood from the piano and grabbed his long outstretched fingers. Together, we walked into the bedroom. He sat on the bed and I sat on his lap. I soaked in the way it felt to settle on top of him and be so close that I could feel his warmth and smell his familiar scent.
I remembered how it felt when we first saw each other in Hawaii and how instantaneous the connection was. Lennox loved me even though he knew I was different. He loved me for who I was.
I stroked the sides of his face with my palms, letting my fingers slip through his beard then I leaned in and kissed his lips. He didn’t say a word, but his actions spoke volumes. He was so tender it gave me butterflies in the pit of my stomach.
Somehow, Lennox managed to sweep me off my feet every time I saw him. He laid me on my back like I was light as a feather then he took a moment to stare at me like he was committing me to memory too. It let me know that even though I resided in Sutton’s mind, he saw me as an individual.
It was almost too much for me to handle.
Too much love for me to possibly deserve and yet here he was giving it to me freely.
Normally, I wanted no parts of gentle lovemaking. I wanted everything hard and rough. I wanted to forget how gentle DuBois tried to be with me but this wasn’t DuBois. This was Lennox and he loved me in all my forms. He loved all my pieces.
He peeled my clothes off and traced my curves with his fingers as if I was an instrument he’d played since before he was born. He touched me like I was music made in the heavens and he made me feel just as special.
I watched him pull his shirt over his head and I stared at his perfect chocolate body. His muscles flexed and shone under the bedroom lights. He was flawless.
He kissed my neck letting his lips follow his tongue. Every breath I tried to take caught on the lump in my throat. My eyes fell shut and I felt his body with my fingertips. He was hard in all the right places.
His cock was so thick and hard pressed against me, I whimpered before he even pushed all the way in. I forgot what a tight fit he was between my walls. I felt his warm mouth covering mine, devouring every noise I made. He used the opportunity to drive hard and fast inside of me and it sank me into a sea of pleasure. It was warm and tingly and all over my body at once.
“Lennox,” I moaned with his lips against mine. I opened my eyes and stared at him while he made love to me like I was his world.
“You’re so fucking beautiful, Margot. Just the way you are.” He whispered against my ear before tugging on my lobe with his teeth.
Together, our bodies made music more beautiful than I’d ever heard before. Being with him was truly the highlight of my life. I’d spent so long in the dark that seeing light was mesmerizing. Lennox was that light.
“I want you to come for me. I want you to come so hard that you soak my cock. Can you do that, Margot?” Hearing him say my name made me love him even more.
My body reacted to him like it always did and I felt pressure budding deep inside of me. All he had to do was utter a few words and I was his. I was wrapped around him inexplicably.
“Fuck!” I shouted so loudly my throat burned. I didn’t care. The way he made me feel needed to be expressed.
I shuddered so hard my teeth clicked together. Lennox pinned me to the bed beneath his weight while my pussy throbbed around him. I had no idea how he was holding on and not filling me up with his seed.
“Please come inside of me,” I begged nearly breathless.
“Is that what you want? You want to feel me deep inside of you?” He leaned down and pulled my nipples into his mouth one at a time and a thick wave of pleasure washed over me.
“Yes,” I moaned. I dragged my nails up his back and squeezed my walls around him until he had no choice but to give me what I wanted.
“Goddammit, Margot,” he groaned as he emptied into me. I reached up and wiped the sweat from his brow with a small smile. “I hope I put a hundred babies inside of you,” he grinned.
“I hope you give Sutton all the babies she can handle,” I told him. When he slid out of me, I laid my head on his chest and draped my arms around his middle. I didn’t want him going anywhere. Not even to clean up.
“You okay?” He asked before bringing my knuckles to his lips for a kiss. Every time he did that I swear my stomach flopped and I felt like I was flying.
“I’m fine. Hey…” I leaned up on my elbow and peered at him. I had to use all my strength to keep the tears at bay. “I love you more than anything, Lennox.”
“I know you do, baby. Trust me the feeling is mutual. I never knew I could love someone so much.” His thumb swept across my cheek and I closed my eyes to savor it.
“I’m serious. You’re the love of my fucking life and before you I was so alone. Thank you. Thank you for everything.” I couldn’t hold the tears back.
Dammit.
They stung before they fell and I tried to look away but Lennox knew me better than I knew myself. He knew me better than Sutton knew me.