“I’m ready, Rhaz,” she assured me. So I notched my cockhead at her entrance.
“You sure?” I asked one final time.
“I’m sure,” she nodded.
I slowly pushed into her tight channel and tried to keep my thoughts straight as waves of pleasure washed over me. Even being inside her this tiny bit was beyond anything I’d ever experienced before.
I tried to meet her gaze but her eyes were squeezed shut and tension was rolling off of her.
“My heart, you must breathe.” I cupped her cheek with my hand and she opened her eyes for me.
“Breath, I can do that,” she took in deep breath through her lungs and the resistance I’d felt upon entering her eased. I used that small window between breaths to slowly push further inside her.
She made a choking sound and I started to pull back out of her again.
“No, don’t,” she commanded.
“But you look uncomfortable,” I argued.
“I’m not in pain, I just feel like I’m being stretched. We have to keep going or my body will never adjust to yours.”
“Okay, as long as you’re sure.”
“I’m sure,” she vowed.
“Then breathe again, just like you did before,” I instructed and she did what I asked.
She took in a deep breath into her lungs and I was able to ease into her the rest of the way. When I was done we were both panting as if we’d been running through forest for hours.
I clenched my fists into the furs in an attempt to fight against the urge to thrust into her over and over again. Her body wasn’t ready for that. Not yet.
I looked down at my kira-si and saw her taking the tiniest little breaths.
“What are you doing?” I asked.
“I…I feel so full.”
“Breathe,” I instructed her again, and this time when she took a deep breath I could feel it all around me. Her channel loosened and contracted with her breaths and I clenched my teeth against the pleasure of it all.
“Are you alright?” I checked in with her.
“I’m fine. There’s no pain,” she assured me.
That wasn’t good enough for me though. I wanted more. I wanted her moans and her gasps, not her short little breaths and her tense shoulders.
I reached down between us and toyed with her sensitive flesh that lay at the apex of her sex.
She gasped and her channel fluttered all around me. Slowly her shoulders relaxed and a lazy smile spread across her face.
“That feels good,” she said as she ran her fingers through my hair.
“Good. That’s how it should be between us. You should always feel good.”
With the tension gone from her body, I dared to pull half way out of her then slowly make my way back in.
We both gasped at the sensations our joined bodies were bringing us.
“Was that good?”