Page 16 of Meek: Chasing That Gangsta Love
“Hurry up Kish,why you walking so slow?” Kidd asked getting impatient.
I pickedup my pace not wanting him to think that I was being a whining little brat. When we made it inside his house I planned on taking a shower and giving him some. I didn’t care what he said, I didn’t want anyone to feel as though they did anything for me for free and right now, I only had one thing to offer. That night after we ordered take out from the Cheesecake Factory we came back to the house to eat it.
When I finished,I took a shower and put on a sheer robe with nothing under it besides my bra and panties. Before, I would’ve been nervous, but life was teaching me that this world had no room for weak people. Besides, right now I was as happy as I’d been in a very long time. I found Kidd out on his private balcony leaned back looking out at the water while smoking a joint. I eased my way out; I didn’t have time to be a little girl anymore. This was my new reality.
Kidd lookedup at me and smiled. “I like it.” He said.
I hadto admit he did look sexy with his shirt off showing his ripped physique. “Thank you.” I sat on his lap and looked out into the lake with him as the night lights bounced off of it.
“You smoke?”He asked. I shook my head ‘no’. He practically shoved it in my face. “Here, try it.”
“I’m good.”I declined.
He chuckled.“You can’t be acting like a baby around me Kish, this is a new world from what you’re used to.”
“I’m not actinglike a little girl.” I said snatching it out of his hand. I didn’t like that one bit. I put it up to my mouth and in between my lips taking a long pull. I assumed I did it wrong because I nearly choked half to death.
Kidd laughed hard holdinghis stomach. “Slow down Kish! You gotta make love to the joint, you have to hit that bitch with ease.” He said showing me what to do.
I paidclose attention and tried it again. I did it right this time. I felt like I was floating on the clouds, which made it that much easier to make a move on Kidd. One minute we were smoking and next minute my tongue was in his mouth. Ten minutes later, I was fucking and sucking the shit out of him on the balcony.
I wason the lounge chair with my feet up in the air. Kidd held me by my ankles and rammed his dick into my pussy; rabbit fucking me. I didn’t like having sex with him at all….it felt nothing like love making, but I played along with it anyway and made him feel like he was the best lover ever.
“You feel that?”He asked with his eyes closed grunting out loud.
I looked in his face,giving him a phony look acting as if I was into it. “Yes daddy….oooooo it feels so good.” I moaned playing with my own nipples trying to arouse myself. He was fucking me so hard, that I was drying up down there. I wanted him to hurry up.
“This my pussyfrom now on Kish.” He kept going. “You heard?”
“Ooooo yes daddy! Yes!”I panted pretending as if I was having an orgasm; maybe that would force him to cum too. “Oh shit! I’m cumming Kidd!”
“Me too baby! Me too!”He slammed into me one more time and let out a deep moan rupturing all of his semen in me since he refused to put on a condom.
I didn’t even wantto look at him after, but what was done was done, and in my mind, I paid him back. I couldn’t lie though, after that we were as thick as ever. He didn’t go anywhere without me and vice versa the only time I wasn’t with him was when he was handling business. On this particular day, I was driving the white Benz while Kidd rode in the passenger seat handling his business. We were both looking like the hood version of Jay-Z and Beyonce. We were both Versace down from head to toe.
My big,oversized shades sat on my face, and my hair was laid with a part down the middle. We ended up back in my old neighborhood so Kidd could handle what he needed to handle and as usual like last time, everyone was out. The pattern of the hood never really changed. I parked on the side of the road and turned the car off.
“You getting out today?”Kidd asked me.
I didn’t think twice before tellinghim yes. “I have a friend that I want to check on.” I told him referring to Meek all the while praying that he was still living here.
He passedme a small gun that was inside of the glove department. “Here, take this just in case them bitches want to try anything funny.” He said.
I never held a gun before,but I didn’t want to seem like a scary cat, so I took it and stuffed it down in the bag that matched my fit. I reached over and gave him a kiss before getting out letting my gold and black Versace sneakers lead my way. The minute we both exited the car; especially with me getting out of the driver’s side, all eyes were on us. He went one way, and I crossed the street when the coast was clear, putting me back on my old turf.
The lookson everyone’s faces, was like they saw a ghost. Every nigga in the dice gamed stopped and all the gossiping Dreka them was doing stopped. I really didn’t have shit to say to any of these people, especially Rags busted ass.
“Oh shit.”He stood up from the game when I got close enough. “Kisha baby, is that you?” He asked looking from me to the car I’d just got out of. “Goddamn, you flyy.”
I smiled and kept walking.“What’s up Rags, it’s all good over here.” I said taking my stroll proudly. I had to walk past Dreka and her crew in order to get to Meek’s building, but Rags wouldn’t let up. He insisted on catching up to me walking along the side.
“You not gonna stopand talk with a old friend? You look good Kish. I’ll give you that. I’m happy for you baby.” He said.
“Thanks.”I flashed a phony smile. I’d never forget about what he did to me.
He looked backat the car again. “So, Kidd…that’s yo nigga, huh? I see you went and got you a baller.”
I didn’t havetime to entertain none of his conversation, I was there for one thing and one thing only. “Yeah, it’s a trip how things can change in a year, huh? Much different from when you were forcing me to suck your dick for some money, knowing I was in a fucked up situation. Must’ve been more fun for you to go around bragging about it, huh? I’ll see you around Rags.” I brushed him off leaving him standing there looking stupid.
