I let out a sigh.I shouldn’t be enjoying his hugs this much.Wasn’t this what my father always warned me of?His fear of my naivety leading me to latch onto the first man that gave me attention?
But it wasn’t true.That boy the other day was trying to flirt with me and I felt nothing for him.This wasn’t like that.This was so much different…
I felt comfort in his arms and found myself rubbing his back too.He didn’t push me away.Instead, I think he pulled me closer and rearranged us so we would fit together better.
My face flushed and I wanted to giggle in nervousness but I bit my lip instead to hold it in.Who would have thought I’d be in the arms with an attractive bad boy like Mr.Dzik?When his hand ran to my lower back, something poked me from the front.My eyes bulged out.Was he…was he getting aroused by our proximity?
My entire body felt hot as embarrassment and intrigue coursed through me.
Wow, he was big.I mean, he was a big man in general, standing a few heads taller than me but he wasreallybig.
When it twitched against me, we both kind of choked and coughed, scrambling to detangle from one another.When my hand accidentally grazed his crotch, I wanted to die.He let out a groan that made me press my legs together before quickly turning around and letting out some deep breaths.
Oh, my god.Oh my god!I discreetly fanned myself, trying to calm my nerves.
Okay, so I totally touched his junk and it grew.Did that mean he liked me?
Kimmy, he’s your boss!What are you doing?
Mr.Dzik was constantly there for me and Cindy always said the best way to get over sadness was to get under happiness.
I didn’t hear him leave.He continued to stand there behind me.What should I do?Should I just go for it?I mean, there had always been a strange tension between us.
I was going to do it.Life is so short.
I felt him close the distance behind me so I spontaneously turned around, closed my eyes and tried to kiss him.But of course, it wasn’t going to happen smoothly like the movies I love to watch.I twisted my legs and tripped on myself somehow, falling onto the floor hard with a loud thump.
I guess he moved!I’m such a spaz!
“Are you okay?”he asked with nonchalance, cool and collected.“You need to be careful.I don’t want you breaking your bicycle.”
I was too embarrassed to look at him.“Yes, Mr.Dzik, I'm fine,” I lied through a grimace.
Nothing on my body hurt but my ego was crushed, shot down completely, and he pretended like nothing happened between us.
“Well,” I laughed nervously, changing the subject quickly to save myself further embarrassment while dusting myself off.“One thing we should be able to agree on is we can thank God for the storm passing over.Look at how pretty it is.I was wondering if it was gonna storm today, but, just like I was hoping, the sun wins!Woohoo!”
I gave a little fist pump toward the sky like the dork I was.
“We are going to have a bright and sunshiny day, aren’t we?”I concluded with a nervous giggle, looking up at the sky.
It was a beautiful day, even though Cindy was missing.Maybe she would turn up.In my heart, I hoped she would, trying to stay positive.They probably took a trip to the beach and here I am having a meltdown.I should be more grateful.I shouldn’t think of all the worst case scenarios and work myself up.It was a sunny day and I have a job I love—and a guy I’m gushing over.
Today is a good day.
Chapter19
DZIK
I inwardly growled.No, not the G word.Why was I continuously tortured by this little human female?Hadn’t I been tortured enough, being forced to manage that wretched place?How long must I live a life of serving humans with no end in sight?There was only so much a demon could take and I was at my limit with all this goodness and happiness.
I needed death and destruction.Was that too much to ask?
Not only did this little female have the audacity to touch my phallus, she went as far as lifting her shirt up and showing me her flesh.Was this a human ritual of some sort?Was she asking to copulate?Her cackles were almost as bad as mine.I did get a good glimpse of the underside of her bazookas though.If she was performing some sort of courting, I had to say… they were impressive.
What the hell was I saying?Was I truly entertaining the thought of copulating with a human?Haven’t I had enough of them during my time here?
But there was something about Kimmy.She wasn’t like the other imbeciles.