Another tear slid down her face.
I caught it.
Rubbed it cruelly into her skin.
“Such pretty eyes for aSuka,” I said mockingly, then slid my thumb into her mouth.“Lick. Clean your mess.”
She obeyed, licking the salty tear from my thumb as more streamed down.
Perfect.
I lifted the bowl, met her eyes, and spat directly into it.
“Open.”
She did, lips parting instantly.
“Wider,” I warned.
She obeyed.
I tipped the warm porridge into her mouth in thick, unrelenting scoops. It clogged her throat immediately. She gagged, trying to breathe around it, but I didn’t let go of her jaw until I felt her throat flex. Heard the panicked gulps.
Only then did I lean down, voice like silk laced with poison.
“If you ever refuse what I offer again…I’ll peel your skin instead of feeding you.”
Her pupils widened, not in disbelief.
In terror.
I released her jaw. She gasped, choking slightly as she tried to keep the porridge down. I wiped the remnants from my thumb onto her arm, leaving a slow, sticky trail.
Then I stood.
She dropped her head to the floor, hair spilling forward like a curtain. A final, silent offering. A surrender not spoken, but understood.
I bit down on my lower lip.
The tail twitched between her cheeks.
She didn’t even realise it.
Her shame made it dance.
Her fear was so palpable I could almost taste it. It hit me then—breaking her mind was sweeter than breaking bones. I understood why the Pakhan and Vadik revelled in torture over a quick kill. Breaking her this way—slow, psychological, intimate—was more satisfying than listening to her whimper in her sleep this morning.
“I’ll be back later,” I said casually, then slammed the door behind me, locking it with a quiet satisfaction.
Behind the wood, I pictured her on the floor—knees bruised, spirit frayed, tears crusted on her cheeks.
Not dead.
No.
Worse.
Alive. Owned. Starving for approval.