The verbal equivalent of a calamity.
At first glance, the first few messages don’t seem that bad, nor the last ones.
I mean . . . are they?
Lucian: Liv, are you there?
Lucian: Liv?
Lucian: You can’t leave me like this, hard and needy.
Lucian: You’ll pay for teasing me like this.
My stomach drops.
I teased Lucian.
I played his game and—apparently—left him with blue balls.
Oh my God.
I throw my phone across the room like it burned me.
I am so fucked.
What the hell did I do?
I slam my hands over my face and groan into my palms.
Why? WHY?
I was tipsy. I was flushed with wine and self-satisfaction because for once, I had him—him—on the ropes.
I won.
But did I really? I don’t know him well, but Lucian Crawford will never let me live this down.
He’ll remember every single word I typed. He’ll bring it up strategically when I least expect it. He’ll smirk in that insufferable way of his.
And worst of all?
He’ll know.
He’ll know I enjoyed every second of it.
I groan again and flop back onto my pillow, arms spread like a crime scene victim.
Go, Livy, I think bitterly. You finally won a match against Lucian Crawford. Only to wake up and realize you were playing against yourself the whole time.
I stare at the ceiling.
I could just . . . not reply, change my name and probably move to another country.
Pretend it never happened.
Delete the conversation—fake amnesia. Burn my house down and relocate to a new city.
The possibilities are endless.