“Livie,” he whispered.Reaching up, he touched her cheek, ran his fingers down the side of her face.“What is it?Did I hurt you?”
She blinked and that terrible expression on her face cleared.She slid her palms up his biceps and over his shoulders, linking her fingers behind his neck.“A little nerves.I’m okay.”
He wasn’t entirely sure he believed her.“You’re beautiful, you know that?”
“You’re just saying that because I’m naked and underneath you right now.”
Despite being in the middle of such a momentous event, he laughed.She did, too, which helped the steel band of anxiety around his chest ease a little.
“You sure you’re okay?”
“Positive.”
“Okay.Because I promise, it gets much better.”
“It’s already great.”
“What did I tell you about me and challenges?”
That made her laugh again.This was more like it, easy and fun.He could do this without hurting her—her body or her heart.
“Tell me to stop if I hurt you again.”
“You won’t.”
He wouldn’t, he swore.That was the last pain he’d cause her tonight.The rest would be pure pleasure.
Finally, he let himself move, slowly at first, and then a little faster when Livie began to move with him, when he could tell she was enjoying it.He’d intended to control himself and make this experience entirely about her, but his body couldn’t do it.Without meaning to, his tempo picked up, his hips snapping against hers faster and faster.
Her breathing grew ragged under him, her hips moving in tandem with his.Her eyelids fluttered.Her lips parted.He felt like she might be close.
Without pausing, he rolled them, bringing her on top of him.Her eyes went wide as she braced her palms on his chest and stared down at him.
“I don’t know how—”
“You don’t have to,” he told her.“Do whatever feels good and I’ll take care of the rest.”
She began to move over him, tentatively at first, but gradually with more confidence as she found her pace again.He’d told her he’d do all the work, but the scientist in her wasn’t satisfied, trying first one thing, then another, until she found her groove.Her eyes were closed, her teeth digging into her bottom lip, when he reached between them and found her clit with his thumb.She moaned, her head tipping back.
God, she was gorgeous—exactly like he’d been imagining.All that long dark hair, spread around her shoulders like a curtain, her full breasts bobbing with his every thrust, her eyes closed and her expression clouded with lust.He closed a hand over her breast, teasing her nipple as his thumb teased her sex.
In moments, she was falling apart, letting out breathy little pants as her fingers clutched at his chest, and he loved it, watching Livie, so solemn and self-possessed, lose herself with him.
“That was amazing,” he told her, his voice ragged with emotion.
She opened her eyes, smiling dreamily at him.
“What about you?”
“Oh, I’ll take care of that.”
Gently he rolled her onto her back again, pulling her knees up, urging her to wrap her legs around his hips.It didn’t take him long after that.He’d been so close for what felt like hours now, and the memory of Livie’s gasping cry as she came was enough to drive him right up to the edge.Now he gave himself over to it fully, his whole body growing taut as his orgasm bore down on him.
When it finally crashed over him, the pleasure rushed through his body like a wave, almost painful in its intensity.He gasped, his spine arching and his thighs clenching.It felt like it lasted forever, stripping him down to his bones.
In the quiet aftermath, the only sounds in the room were their mingled pants.He felt wrung out, slicked with sweat, weak with his release.Livie was warm and pliant underneath him, her body still holding on to him.
Usually right about now, he’d be getting twitchy, ready to make for the door or to roll over and go to sleep, but neither option so much as crossed his mind in the moment.He wanted to drag out this blissful moment as long as he could.Only the need to deal with the condom was enough to make him move away from her.Afterward, he lay back on his back and slipped his arm underneath her shoulders, rolling her body into his side.