Her eyes gleamed. “Good. Then maybe you’ll finally get somewhere.”
“Somewhere?”
“You know. Out of your head. Off of that high horse you keep parked in your living room.”
I snorted. “You mean my moral integrity?”
“I mean your crippling overanalysis of everythingremotely hot. Your martyrdom. Your need to turn every instinct into a think piece.”
I opened my mouth to argue. Then closed it again.
Because I knew she was right.
Mina had always been good at slicing through the part of me I tried to keep protected—the part that did want. That did ache. That wasn’t interested in politics, only pleasure.
The part I was terrified would destroy everything I’d built if I let it out.
I looked back at my screen. The blinking cursor had stopped feeling like a challenge and started feeling like a dare.
Say what you want, it whispered.
Admit it.
But I wasn’t ready.
Not yet.
A sudden shift in tone from the muted TV across the room caught both our attention.
The co-working space always had the news on—silent, subtitles rolling, more backdrop than broadcast. But the banner across the screen this time was bold and urgent:
BREAKING: University Administrator Found Dead in Alleged Home Invasion.
I glanced up, half-distracted, but my stomach clenched when I read the smaller subtext beneath it:
Charles Redmond, 61, former Chancellor of Southeastern Christian University, shot and killed last night in what authorities are calling a targeted home invasion.
The screen flashed images: a tall metal gate, blue lights washing over a manicured lawn, the kind of massive brick house that always had a name instead of a number.Redmond Estate, the caption said.
A photo followed—him, smiling for a faculty headshot. Salt-and-pepper hair. Wire-rim glasses. A suit and tie that looked like it had been pressed by someone else.
Mina exhaled. “Damn. I know that name.”
I did, too. Unfortunately.
Charles Redmond had spent over two decades shaping policy and culture at one of the most aggressively conservative private universities in the South. He’d testified in support of anti-LGBTQ legislation. Had once published a widely circulated op-ed declaring feminism a “cancer” on Christian society. He’d silenced assault victims. Personally signed off on the firing of pregnant faculty who weren’t married. And despite all that—or maybe because of it—he’d been elevated to near-mythic status in certain circles.
I’d written about him. More than once. And I hadn’t pulled punches.
Still, the headline made my mouth taste like rust.
“God,” I muttered. “Someone really shot him?”
Mina raised a brow. “You sound surprised.”
“I’m not surprised,” I said. “I’m ... disturbed.”
“But not sad?”