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Her eyes gleamed. “Good. Then maybe you’ll finally get somewhere.”

“Somewhere?”

“You know. Out of your head. Off of that high horse you keep parked in your living room.”

I snorted. “You mean my moral integrity?”

“I mean your crippling overanalysis of everythingremotely hot. Your martyrdom. Your need to turn every instinct into a think piece.”

I opened my mouth to argue. Then closed it again.

Because I knew she was right.

Mina had always been good at slicing through the part of me I tried to keep protected—the part that did want. That did ache. That wasn’t interested in politics, only pleasure.

The part I was terrified would destroy everything I’d built if I let it out.

I looked back at my screen. The blinking cursor had stopped feeling like a challenge and started feeling like a dare.

Say what you want, it whispered.

Admit it.

But I wasn’t ready.

Not yet.

A sudden shift in tone from the muted TV across the room caught both our attention.

The co-working space always had the news on—silent, subtitles rolling, more backdrop than broadcast. But the banner across the screen this time was bold and urgent:

BREAKING: University Administrator Found Dead in Alleged Home Invasion.

I glanced up, half-distracted, but my stomach clenched when I read the smaller subtext beneath it:

Charles Redmond, 61, former Chancellor of Southeastern Christian University, shot and killed last night in what authorities are calling a targeted home invasion.

The screen flashed images: a tall metal gate, blue lights washing over a manicured lawn, the kind of massive brick house that always had a name instead of a number.Redmond Estate, the caption said.

A photo followed—him, smiling for a faculty headshot. Salt-and-pepper hair. Wire-rim glasses. A suit and tie that looked like it had been pressed by someone else.

Mina exhaled. “Damn. I know that name.”

I did, too. Unfortunately.

Charles Redmond had spent over two decades shaping policy and culture at one of the most aggressively conservative private universities in the South. He’d testified in support of anti-LGBTQ legislation. Had once published a widely circulated op-ed declaring feminism a “cancer” on Christian society. He’d silenced assault victims. Personally signed off on the firing of pregnant faculty who weren’t married. And despite all that—or maybe because of it—he’d been elevated to near-mythic status in certain circles.

I’d written about him. More than once. And I hadn’t pulled punches.

Still, the headline made my mouth taste like rust.

“God,” I muttered. “Someone really shot him?”

Mina raised a brow. “You sound surprised.”

“I’m not surprised,” I said. “I’m ... disturbed.”

“But not sad?”