Page 99 of In You
"You do give her everything…"
Colin’s eyes turn even more sad than before. "Not a baby." He huffs a sign and scrubs a hand down his face.
My heart tugs for my oldest friend who, in my opinion, deserves every happiness in the world. ""You'll get there," I say encouragingly. "It just might take some time."
This time his eyes slide to the window, looking beyond the pane to the setting sun. The women have walked out there arm and arm, moving slow, and Tamryn points into the trees, making Olivia bounce and down on the balls of her feet excitedly. Tink and Ringo roll around in the grass nearby, and in this moment, life feels so perfect that I can't imagine a time I never had Tamryn here, or how I kept Colin pushed away for so long.
I look back to him, feeling my eyes well up causing me to bring a hand up to scrub at them. "I'm sorry for being such a bad friend all these years, man," I choke out, suddenly emotional.Fuck.The closer we get to Tamryn's due date, the softer my heart gets.
He looks at me, frowning. "Caleb, what are you talking about?"
"All those years it was just you calling me, asking me if I was okay…checking to see if I was still alive. You and Jonathan were my only friends, and I treated you like shit, man." I clear my throat, folding my arms. "I'm so sorry, Colin. There's no excuse."
He frowns, stepping close enough to yank me into a one armed hug. "You stop with those foolish thoughts, pinche pendejo. You've been an amazing brother to me all these years." Pulling away, he encases my shoulders in his strong grip, and pins me with a hard stare. "You kept me alive, hermano. So many times throughout the years I'd wanted to end my life, and the only thing that stopped me was picking up the phone to call you. You're my brother, don't you forget it."
I nod hard, averting my eyes and scrubbing a hand down my face.
We work to pull ourselves back together and then meet the women in the kitchen where we sit at the dining room table andeat before seeing them off back to Connecticut. Tamryn and I stand on the porch and wave as they drive away, and I turn to her, eyeing her face tightly. The emotions of the day have me weak, and the vision of her in this beautiful dress, the sparkle in her eye, has me filling with red-hot desire.
We've been too busy to have sex today, but I'm about to fix that.
Her fingers caress my cheek gently, but I put harsh fingers on her chin and tilt her head up to me.
"Did you like bossing me around in the nursery, my love?" I ask in a hard voice, tilting my head down to take her mouth in a brusque kiss. She giggles against my lips, squirming against me.
"I just wanted to get it right, but…now that you mention it, maybe just alittle."She lets out a squeal as I slap her ass, making her stumble further into me.
"Menace!" I tease, walking her backwards through the door and then close it with a bang.
I keep walking her back until we're in the hallway and headed to our bedroom. She bunches the skirt of her dress up in her hands, and by the time I've whipped my shirt off and tossed it to the side, her dress is over her head. Before she has it off her arms I reach up and grab her wrists with one hand and take the fabric of her dress and wrap it around her forearms, trapping her.
Her brown eyes widen as I walk her to the edge of the bed and then push her down softly. The air around us is tense with desire, thick with tension and lust. The last few months we've found a rhythm in our love making time, and it's been a privilege and honor every time our bodies join. The blessing of us being together not lost on either one of us.
"Keep your arms up," I order harshly, spreading her legs and tilting my head down.
"I loved having them here, but-" A high pitched gasp cuts her words off as I lick through the lips of her sex and latch on to herclit hard, pulling her in rhythmic sucks into my mouth. "But I missed this so much…I don't like going without you."
I say nothing, showing her with my mouth and hands how much I missed her. Her soft moans of ecstasy fill the quiet along with the sound of me eating her. And I show her no mercy. Nipping, sucking, and tasting her until she's quivering and her moans turn fervent, and desperate.
"Caleb!"she snaps, looking down at me, but I just smooth a hand up over her belly, feeling our child move, and go further up until I cup a breast in my hand and squeeze gently.
Her moans turn into a wail when I gently pinch her nipple, and I smile against her deliciously fragrant flesh when she orgasms with a yelp. Standing up, I eye her panting and squirming on the bed as I take my pants and briefs off and then crawl on the bed next to her, bracing my back against the pillows on the headboard.
Her eyes meet mine, and she shifts to her knees without me having to say a word.
I wrap my swollen dick in a hard grip as she straddles my hips, and before she touches me anywhere, she leans forward, pressing her lips to mine in a soft kiss of ownership. I groan, tilting my head and licking deeper into her mouth.
Never able to get enough of her taste, I tangle my tongue with hers and breathe in her every breath until we physically can't connect any closer than we already are. I run my hands up the smooth skin of her arms until my hands tangle in her hair.
I love you," she whispers against my lips, and every muscle in my body tightens up when her hips shift, and her heat embraces the tip of my cock.
"I love you too." My eyes shut as a gasp tears through my throat when she lowers herself all the way on me with a long drawn out whimper, tossing her head back. Our fingers entwine, and for a second the both of us are still. Treasuring ourconnection. And once where I thought I was broken, I can't even feel the crack anymore that used to divide my heart. She's healed me.
"Please," she whimpers in a quavery voice, and I lower my brow, feeling my heart swell painfully.
"No," I say harshly. "No begging. I begyou.Ride me," I grit. "Show me how much you need this cock. How much you need me, baby." I cup her cheek in my hand, staring her deep into her eyes. "Make me feel good."
Her eyes widen, and when she rises up on her knees to drag her soaking wet cunt up my sensitive shaft, my eyes shut again. I can't believe we made it this far.
