Instead, I let myself wonder.
What would it be like if he weren’t so haunted?
If he smiled more than once a lunar cycle? If he kissed like he meant it instead of looking like the act itself might unravel the world?
I trace the edge of the bandage with my thumb.
There’s something under all his armor. Something kind. Fierce. Tender.
It scares me a little.
Because I want to reach for it.
I wanthim.
Not the prince. Not the storm. Not the curse.
Just…Calder.
But I say nothing.
Because we’re not there yet.
Because I’m not sure we’ll ever be.
CHAPTER 10
CALDER
Ishouldn’t have come here.
The Sip & Spell is loud. Lit. Magical residue clings to the air like perfume and electricity. The ley hum pulses beneath the floorboards, drunk on spell-shots and potion-infused happy hour specials. People are laughing. Dancing. Touching.
I don’t belong in places like this.
Especially not tonight.
But Rin cornered me after the council briefing—“Show your face, remind the town you’re not just a shadow on the cliffs,”she said—and I didn’t have the energy to argue.
So here I am. Grumpy, damp, and perched at the end of the bar like a warning sign nobody reads.
“Someone looks like they regret every decision that led them here,” Kai drawls, dropping a neon-blue drink in front of me.
“I didn’t order anything.”
She smirks. “It’s water. You’re welcome. Although, if you want tofeelthings, I’ve got a cinnamon potion that unblocks repressed emotions. Like Draino, but for the soul.”
“Hard pass.”
“Coward,” she sing-songs, already moving on.
I sip the water. It tastes vaguely of starlight and judgment.
The door opens again.
I know it’s her before I look.
Luna.