Page 36 of Lost Little Boy
Heat crept up my neck. “I hate math. If you were doing something I didn’t like, I could easily remember that I hate math, too.”
He couldn’t hold the laugh any longer, and after a few seconds, I laughed with him. “That makes a lot of sense.”
“Thanks. I’m ready.”
“Okay. Kissing on lips, green for me.”
“Green for me, and I’ll save you some time. Kissing me anywhere is green.” I loved kissing and hadn’t done it enough.
“Even on your sweet pink hole? It’s called rimming, and I’m green to give and receive.”
“I’ve never done it, but I’d love to try it. So, I’ll say yellow to giving and receiving.”
“Good. Anal sex—penis and finger I’m green.”
“I’m green for both, but can I add that I want lube and stretching before being entered.” My face turned red again.
“Okay. We can talk more about that at another time if you’d prefer. Are you green for tonight with a condom and lube?”
His eyes studied me, and his brow furrowed. While we were talking about it, I decided to be honest. “Some of the guys I was with didn’t like that I made them use condoms, so they wouldn’t use lube. They wouldn’t get me ready, and if I got myself ready, some of them got upset and hit me. I’m sorry I have all this shit that you—”
“No. Don’t say it. Never apologize for your experiences in life, sweet boy. I think we have enough for now. We can sit down with a list and go over it together if you want to cover more things, but I want to hold you right now. Knowing someone hurt you was kind of a mood killer.” Wex reached up and moved my hair out of my eyes and pulled me closer for a kiss.
“I think I can get you back in the mood real quick.” I pushed him onto his back and pulled his boxer briefs down. I kissed my way down his body, swirling my tongue around his nipples until they were taut.
“Fuck, that feels good.”
I continued my quest south, swirling my tongue in his navel as he’d done to me, and I took his semihard cock into my mouth and all the way into the back of my throat.He wound his hands in my hair and held me still for a moment.
“Sweet boy, take off your underwear so I can get you ready. I can’t wait to be inside you. More than that, I can’t wait to be inside you with nothing after we get you on PrEP and you feel more comfortable with our relationship. I’ve never gone bareback either, but if you’d consent, I’d love for us to have that first together when you’re ready.”
I backed off on his cock and removed my underwear, moving onto my back and pulling my legs up to my chest to give him access. But then, maybe this wasn’t how he wanted to fuck me. “I’m sorry. How do you want to do this?”
Wex picked up the lube and the box of condoms, handing them to me. “Can you open these while I get you ready?”
“S-Sure. Uh, would you rather I was on my hands and knees?” I fumbled with cellophane, finally able to peel it off. I opened the box and pulled out a condom, glancing up to see Wex smiling.
“I want you where I can see your beautiful brown eyes. If you’d like to be on your back, that’s perfect, or if you’d like to be on top of me, that works too. A while back, you told me you want to show me how much you care about me. I’m more than excited for that to happen.”
His slick fingers circled my hole and he gently, slowly, slid a finger inside. “Do you think you’d let me put a vibrator inside you to massage your prostate. I promise you, it feels really fucking good.”
“Has someone done that to you before?” It sounded like it would feel good if I was guessing what a vibrator felt like. I’d never had one.
As he slid another finger in, he surprised me. “I’vedone it to me. I’d be more than happy to have you fuck me sometime if you want. I prefer to top, but I’m not opposed to bottoming. I’ll never ask anything of you that I wouldn’t do myself, Perry.”
In that moment, I believed him.
“I’d be green for that.”
Wex smiled and continued to fuck me with three fingers. “Yeah, me too.”
The full sensation had me nearly shooting off. “Stop, Daddy. I want you inside me when I come.”
He removed his three fingers and I sat up, sliding the condom down his thick cock. I reclined, pulling my legs up again as he leaned forward. “I adore you.” He kissed my forehead before he slowly pushed into me.
He stopped moving and studied my eyes. “Tell me when I can move, baby.”
Wex’s kisses were soft and sweet. His tongue swirled with mine in my mouth and then his. He kept his gaze on me, laying soft nibbles along my neck and chest.
