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Who am I kidding? Her father is James Watson. Of course she can skate.

After staring at the images of her tonight for a minute or two too long, I tap the message icon.

Instantly, my unanswered message appears.

I stare at it, irritated that she couldn’t even send me a thumbs-up.

No, scratch that. That would have been worse than nothing.

Nothing good comes from a thumbs-up.

A middle finger would be preferable to a thumb…

My mind drifts to the gutter, wondering which Casey would prefer.

Both…

Fuck.

I run through several message options, some dirtier and more questionable than others.

I was in college the last time I sent filthy messages to a girl; it feels fucking weird.

I’m a grown-ass man. I’m a father.

I should be past getting nervous about messaging a girl.

Kodie Rivers: Good to see you chose the right jersey tonight.

The second I hit send, I regret it.

I was going for teasing, but reading it back, it sounds patronizing.

Jesus. I’m screwing this up before it’s even started.

In a rush, I close the app. If I can’t see it, I can pretend it didn’t happen.

I attempt to distract myself with sports news and scores from today’s games, but I don’t register anything I read.

Throwing my cell to the bed, I swing my legs off and pad through to the bathroom to take a piss.

Easier said than done when I’m rocking a semi.

Fucking Casey.

She’s not even here, and she’s causing fucking trouble.

It takes longer than it should to do my business, and I’m busy convincing myself that I won’t have a reply as I stalk naked back to my bed.

But as I approach, I notice my screen is alight with a notification.

My heart jumps into my throat, and I surge forward, snatching it up.

Instagram message.

My hand trembles as I tap to open it, and the second I see who it’s from, all the air rushes from my lungs and I collapse on the bed.

Casey Watson: Don’t flatter yourself. You play better when I’m wearing it…